Showing posts with label early childhood trauma. Show all posts
Showing posts with label early childhood trauma. Show all posts

Saturday, November 9, 2024

The Trump Effect: A Global Creative Explosion?

The Trump Effect:

A Global Creative Explosion?

By Steve Beckow

Posted on November 9, 2024




It’s as if the entire world were experiencing a creative explosion. The Taliban seem to want to enjoy the global post-G/NESARA life and have asked to be taken off the terror list. The Houthis have stopped their actions. Hamas wants peace.

Putin and Trump are making overtures. Xi Jin Ping is being conciliatory (the three of them were always in cahoots). On and on, it seems, international leaders are feeling what one Tweeter called “the Trump Effect.” (1)

And why might some world leaders not feel released? Many of them were probably as much a prisoner of the deep state as many Hollywood celebs and blackmailed politicians have been. World leaders know what odds they face: Trump told them in his 2017 world tour. (2)

Some among them surely fear being snatched in the night and waking up in Gitmo. All is in turmoil for good or ill.

***

I don’t want to be a party pooper, but, in my humble opinion, this time we really do have to drain the swamp.

We saw what happened when, after the Second World War, we imported “the enemy.” In the end, they and other elitists took over the world’s governments.

I cite Michael on the matter, my guiding advice:

Archangel Michael: Everything that has need to be eliminated, everything that has need to be relinquished, everything that has need to be healed in this cesspool that we call ‘chaos’ has need to come to the surface.

Otherwise – and this has happened many, many times in human history – what happens is there is a belief [that] there is a healing, an accommodation, a remedy, and then the human collective tends to think, ‘Okay, now it is cleaned up. Now it is healed. Now it is done.’

But the core – the core issues of the collective, and of course of the individuals – has not been addressed, and therefore it simply settles in and it festers. (3)

I admit that things are slightly different from the Second World War now. The lovelight energies are rising, culminating in Ascension. (4) It won’t be as easy for bad actors to stay around. Their ventures will not succeed. (5)

So we needn’t panic about something festering. Quite the contrary. They’ll be leaving under their own steam.

The point over which I feel urgency is not over that. It’s over the fate of the children, kept underground in cages and used for adrenochrome production and organ harvesting. It’s over for the fate of sex-trafficked women or women in countries where marriage may as well be slavery. I feel urgency for the fate of child soldiers, slave laborers, uprooted refugees, victims of drought and, shudder, hurricanes….

In the time we spend talking, children are being tortured. Having watched and heard one being tortured (Frazzledrip), I’m unable to get her screams out of my ears. Those who know cannot sleep, if even metaphorically speaking.

I certainly can’t go to sleep on the souls of those who’ve been abused in these ways. Or on those in the body who now face torture and death. I could never live with myself if I did.

So, yes, the matter is urgent for me. But not to prevent a recurrence. To rescue the surviving victims (and get them onto med beds).

Footnotes

(1)

(2) President Trump went on a world tour in 2017 and carried with him a complete record of the capital crimes of which the various leaders were guilty. They more or less “work for him” now.

See: [https://rumble.com/v2qixvw–repost-world-countries-capitulate-to-donald-trump-and-the-white-hat-allian.html]

[I apologize but I do not know how to shrink a Rumble video to fit the margins.]

Pope Francis is glum perhaps because he’s had to wear his “red shoes” as an act of submission to Donald Trump. Google the Red Shoes Club; McCauley Caulkin on Youtube.

(3) “Archangel Michael on Why All This Conflict is Occurring,” September 28, 2023, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=348361.)

(4) On Ascension itself, see Gateway to Higher Dimensionality Vol. 1: Introduction to Ascension at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/09/Gateway-to-Higher-Dimensionality-V1-R8-Intro.pdf

(5) For instance, the Divine Mother explains the career of the dictator:

Divine Mother: It is painful for a being that seeks power for themselves or power over another, whether it is a parent over a child, a husband over a wife, a man over an army. It matters not.

The yearning [for], the exercise of control never gives joy. The pain simply grows. And so the actions become more grotesque, larger, until the breakdown is and has [been] and will be occurring. (Transcript ~ The Divine Mother: Take Up Your Divine Authority, AHWAA, February 23, 2017, http://goldenageofgaia.com/2017/02/28/transcript-divine-mother-take-divine-authority-ahwaa-february-23-2017/.)

And also:

Divine Mother: [I am speaking about] those in … positions where control and abuse of power have been rampant. That will not be the platform [from] which integration of the various galaxies [into the new interdimensional region of space] takes place. That is not the Plan.

I know very clearly, Sweet One, as do you, if it is not [in] my Plan, then it will not occur. …

Make no mistake, Sweet One, Love will win because that has been my Plan always.  (Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, April 30, 2019.)

See also “God will Punish the Wicked. But is It True?,” 

Steve Beckow
 

Tuesday, September 17, 2024

Social Vasanas

Social Vasanas

Posted by Steve Beckow

Posted on September 17, 2024


Our social vasanas drive us to violence


I purposely use the term “vasanas” to refer to “core issues”; in this case, shared among members of a society.

My hope is that, some day, we’ll link up the insights of our western psychotherapeutic leaders like Gabor Mate and Thomas Hübl with those of Vedantists or non-dualists like Ramana Maharshi and the Yoga Vashishtha.

I think we’d benefit from a cross-cultural perspective. (1) After the Reval, I’ll sponsor research to further that objective.

Archangel Michael tells us why resolving our social vasanas matters:

Archangel Michael: Many of you – and you, beloved, included – look at situations and you say, ‘Well, how can it get much worse?’ That is because you, and many, come from a place of love and purity of intent.

But you also know that everything that has need to be eliminated, everything that has need to be relinquished, everything that needs to be healed in this cesspool that we call ‘chaos’ has need to come to the surface.

Otherwise – and this has happened many, many times in human history – what happens is there is a belief [that] there is a healing, an accommodation, a remedy, and then the human collective tends to think, ‘Okay, now it is cleaned up. Now it is healed. Now it is done.’

But the core – the core issues – of the collective, and of course of the individuals, have not been addressed, and therefore it simply settles in and it festers. (2) [My emphasis.]

One of the problems we face in building Nova Earth is knowing how to make the transition from cabal to white-hat  management.

Do we try to convert the cabal? The advice is not to. We’re cautioned that the cabal are determined to hold out till the end. There’s apparently no gain to be had in trying to win them over.

The cabal elite will either die off or join us. Die off if they cannot incorporate the love energy of the higher dimensions. Or join us when they see what’s arising and shed their own darkness for light.

Just build Nova Earth “and they will come,” it’s suggested.

But that doesn’t mean an automatic ascension. To “come with us,” people would have to have assimilated enough light to withstand the more refined environment that exists on the higher dimensions.

As Matthew has said, it’s not punishment.  It’s physics:

“It can be no other way – simply, [because] this is the physics that governs life in this universe. As Earth continues apace into successively higher planes, nothing with low vibrations in any form – physical bodies, subversive plans, theft, dishonesty, unjust laws and imprisonment, bigotry, cruel customs and deeds – can survive.” (3)

***

What Michael described earlier is the formation of a social vasana.

Yes, we’re all individuals and our vasanas reflect our personal history. So how does our unity of action manifest?

We’re united via our collective consciousness. What we do sends an energy streamer into it, which is either ignored or gathers support, adherence, and momentum. Matthew describes the process here:

“Energy is neutral. It is the thought forms that get attached to energy streamers that are positive—with light—or negative—without light. The forms are created by every being’s thoughts, feelings and actions, and collectively those determine a civilization’s density, or spiritual and conscious evolvement status. … At this moment, the light in people varies from brilliant to just enough to keep bodies alive.”  (4)

“Both ‘good’ and ‘evil’ are energy streamers with positive or negative attachments, respectively. With thanks to the light beamed to Earth and radiated by lightworkers, the power of beliefs founded and perpetuated in falsehoods is diminishing.” (5)

In that sense, what one does has the potential to affect all. (6)

Yes, we act out the social vasana as individuals. A mob is a collection of individuals.  And the cure for it is – and has to be – individual.

Because we follow trends and fashions – which Michael calls entrainment (7) – we can leave a social vasana more easily than a deep-seated personal one. I am, we are watching people of real integrity now coming forward and we entrain to them or follow them – no differently than a school of fish.

I’d love to mention some of the really admirable leaders I see now but I worry that it’d just be inflammatory to some.

Let me say that I’m impressed with the caliber of people I’ve seen come forward in every field – law, medicine, politics, investigative journalism (formerly “conspiracv theory”), the military, etc. And you know who they are because we’re all watching their videos on Rumble, X, Truth Social, and other platforms.

I actually feel excited to think of the difference in governance these new leaders will make if President Trump includes them in his plans.

Footnotes

(1) On cross-cultural spirituality, see:

(2) “Archangel Michael on Why All This Conflict is Occurring,” September 28, 2023, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=348361.

(3)  Matthew’s Message, Mar. 1, 2012.

(4) Ibid., Aug. 3, 2014.

(5) Ibid., Sept. 25, 2017.

(6) I just this moment noticed that I have a presumption underpinning my writing: That what we say in writing enters the collective consciousness as energy streamers via our thoughts as we write.

(7) Archangel Michael: I have used the example of entrainment of a school of fish. It is not a single fish going off and riding the currents. It is a large, large group of you moving together…and there is power and safety and wisdom and talent and a whole variety of capacities within that school.  (“Archangel Michael: Understanding the Divine Gift of Will,” September 22, 2016, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2016/09/30/transcript-archangel-michael-understand-divine-gift-will-ahwaa-september-22-2016/.)

 

 

Sunday, July 14, 2024

The Felt Need to Be Right

The Felt Need to Be Right

By Steve Beckow

Posted on July 14, 2024


As I transition from ogre to loving kindness, I’m watching myself, to spot any impediments.

And I just saw myself spark at such a very minor, everyday matter that I feel embarrassed to mention it. OK, OK.  It was implied that I was not right in saying what time I got home.

Right away I rolled out the heavy guns and looked around me to see who was the transgressor, who had implied I was wrong?

As I waited to identify the threat, I began reviewing my favorite justifications, excuses, and denials just in case they were needed.

So simple a matter, huh? The stuff of wars.

One accusation of being wrong is equal to another. I’d start World War III over a false accusation of getting the time wrong as easily as I would over Pearl Harbor.

Vasanas (core issues) are insane. The way the mind works can be insane. I’m glad I changed my vote. I no longer have to occupy that ornery territory.

So this is what I’m doing: I’m either getting the experience of loving kindness or getting the barrier. If the barrier, I’m processing it. (1)

Keep in mind that loving kindness is already there. It’s simply buried under our personal load of resentments, complaints, judgments, etc.

As I saw at Xenia on Sept. 17, 2018, my purity and innocence are native to me. They exist at a place that can be thought of as way under or way deeper than the vasanas (core issues), something I saw in meditation on that day. (2)

I’m not seeking something outside myself. Like everything else good, I suspect I’ll find it in my heart.

Thus, for me, the work is to experience through to completion – or eliminate – the obstacles, the vasanas and the independently-existing automatic behavior patterns that the vasanas give rise to.

Underneath I’m sure I’ll find that the true Me is already wholly loving and kind.

Footnotes

(1) On processing a vasana, see “How to Handle Unwanted Feelings: The Upset Clearing Process,” in Vasanas: Preparing for Ascension by Clearing Old Issues at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/07/Vasanas-Preparing-for-Ascension-R8.pages.pdf

(2) On the experience of the Self at Xenia, see:

Steve Beckow


Saturday, July 6, 2024

Never Let Your Guard Down

Never Let Your Guard Down

By Steve Beckow

Posted on July 6, 2024


A graphic from my Dad’s “storyboard” or life story


Growing up under a parent who served in the Second World War offered its challenges to me. Discipline was the back of the hand. I may as well have been in boot camp.

I was a lazy no-good good-for-nothing because I liked to read rather than swim and golf and play tennis.

At this very moment, I’m in the midst of a most welcome and long-overdue breakthrough around my relationship with my Dad.

Until now I’ve always considered that I needed to love my Dad. Take him with me. Talk to him.

I could never “get” this. I didn’t feel love for my Dad. It was definitely a bridge too far.

And then, this morning, in the shower – out of reach of my computer! – I got it. I didn’t need to love my Dad. What I do best is to listen. I can listen to my Dad.

I’m not saying Dad talked. The words formed in my mind. And the pictures.

I saw a fireman in the hold of a merchant vessel in World War 2, sailing the Atlantic knowing full well that, if a torpedo hit, it’d be highly unlikely that anyone in the bowels of the ship would survive.

Dad was all about survival. And conspicuous survival was even better. I get why he was that way now.  “Look at me! I made it. Despite the odds. Despite no one believing in me.”

His Dad was violent with him.  He did a “storyboard” of his life once and one of the graphics was a frightened child saying, “What did I do now?” (See graphic above.) That said a lot.

His Dad finally kicked him out, probably as his own dad had done to Grandpa. (1) My Dad rode the rails, spent a night in jail, and then was back on the rails again. He worked his way up from what he probably considered to be nothing to owner of a company and moderately wealthy. He’d show his Dad that he was a worthy man, not like his youngest, the no-good good-for-nothing who just lay around reading books.

I did not want to be a father because the only movies I had in my head were movies of my own father. And who wanted to pass those along? I was determined to stop what Michael called “legacy behavior.” The way to do that was to not be a father.

Wow. I feel the first degree of release on this one – the truth will set you free. I’m still aware that there’s more holding in my solar plexus, my hara center.

Dad’s favorite sayings were things like “you have to keep your guard up. Never let your guard down. You can’t trust anyone,” etc.  Our family may as well have been on a wartime footing long, long after the war was over.

Yes, this is the appropriate way for me to handle this persistent vasana of father hatred. I have no trouble listening.  Probably when I hear more of his situation, the love may start to trickle.

Just a little. … Never let your guard down….

Footnotes

(1) Because Grandpa left home and migrated from Russia to America. It may have been opportunity or he may have been kicked out of the nest.



Steve Beckow


Friday, June 28, 2024

An Arrow in Flight

An Arrow in Flight

By Steve Beckow

Posted on June 28, 2024


Credit: datanami.com

My twin flame, Annastara, once described part of my mission as a writer this way:

Annastara: One of the things that you do and which you will be doing is of course looking in the nooks and crannies, into the corners of your being because, as you do that, you also allow others to.

There is a curiosity inside of you to examine those quarters that have really gone unexplored, not really because of fear but simply because it wasn’t time.

One of the things that you have done is you have paid attention to your here and now, to your time and space, rather than getting lost in either the future or the past. (1)

That resonates with me. And, as I’ll get to in a minute, this exploration centered on the question “Who am I?” has been one of the few avenues in my life that has never stopped expanding.  (2) Clearly this is part of my mission.

So, looking into a nook and cranny:

It happened that I found myself mad this morning – a kind of anger that rose up like an exploding volcano, seemingly from nowhere. It was so shocking that I didn’t even notice when it stopped.  Things just stood still at the moment of that sudden, inner explosion.

Because I follow the path of awareness, I asked myself where did that flash of anger come from? And I saw myself hearing “No!” from my Dad for purely arbitrary reasons. No subtlety to the man. What you saw was what you got and it could very well be the back of his hand.

Classic vasana or core issue: Now, when I feel someone is saying “No!” to me when I don’t want them to, I feel this flash of anger.  (3)

And, as I look, I see that my story is: Having the door shut on me again and again has  been a theme throughout my life, with a few brilliant exceptions. Or people not understanding a word I’m saying. And me debating whether I should cap it or keep on going.

I feel like a vine pushing up through concrete.

But that’s probably what it took to trigger all this, right? Pull the bow back farther and the arrow travels farther?

This arrow has been in the air for an awfully-long time and doesn’t plan to land any time soon.  In fact, this arrow doesn’t plan to land (period). Instead it plans to ascend through the dimensions, with you.

A never-ending story and all that’s left for me to decide is how I want to travel – miserably or lovingly.

Footnotes

(1) Annastara in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Dec. 9, 2010.

(2) Not since I picked up Eric Berne’s Games People Play and began to look for patterns in human behavior.

(3) On vasanas – the chief obstacle to enlightenment, in my opinion – and processing them, see Vasanas: Preparing For Ascension by Clearing Old Issues at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/05/Vasanas-Preparing-for-Ascension-R16.pdf

Steve Beckow


Wednesday, June 26, 2024

No Issues Behind Door No. 3

No Issues Behind Door No. 3

By Steve Beckow

Posted on June 26, 2024


Door No. 1, the Intellectual


There are three doors we can go through to encounter Reality.

Door No. 1 is the intellectual door; Door No. 2, the emotional and in other ways experiential; and Door No. 3,  the realizational.

Do I have any attachment to anything that might block my full intellectual grasp that I and everyone/everything else is God?  None behind Door No. 1. At an intellectual level, I can get that we’re all God.

Door No. 2, the Emotional/Experiential

When I open the door of my emotions, Door No. 2, I open onto a scene of absolute chaos – all kinds of feelings clamoring to be heard.  I see issues and resentments by the bushelful.

Lots and lots of obstacles at the emotional level. I call them vasanas; Linda Dillon calls them core issues.  (1)  I quickly close Door No. 2.

Short of Ascension or complete karmic forgiveness, a remainder of my vasanas, evidently, will travel with me.  (2)

I will not escape the necessity of dealing with the emotional turmoil, short of baptism in the River Jordan; that is, immersion in the river and Ocean of Love that Ascension to a higher dimension brings.

I think Archangel Michael knew this and was describing the situation in a passage I’d like to quote at length. I may feel the need to interject a comment or two.


Steve Beckow: So will the tsunami of love erase our vasanas or not?

Archangel Michael: Think of it this way. You can cling to your vasanas, should you wish to, or your false belief systems, but it will make you move like sludge through the Ascension process. So this is your opportunity to cleanse. You can think of it as moving you to Vasana Lite.

[In other words, some vasanas will persist past this present cleansing.]

Now, what do I mean by this? There are times when people revert. If something in their life goes awry, people revert to whatever their issue or their belief system is. Their core issue, their vasana — “Love never works for me,” “I never get what I need,” “The world is a harsh place,” “Struggle is reality.” And none of this is true. So this will wash away.

Now, can you reclaim it? It will be sitting on the beach.

[“Sitting on the beach” because they’re not completely removed as long as we vibrate Third or Fourth Dimensionally. Only higher-dimensional love is powerful enough to burn these seeds of future action to a crisp, causing their permanent disappearance.]

Would you wish to reclaim it? No. Now that does not mean that you are home free, yet. We are talking about the tsunami.

[Not Ascension itself, but the Tsunami of Love, a prelude to it.]

There will still be some imprints, so there will be further raising of the vibration.

[Imprints or traces remain and we can revert to the patterns they offer us. A further raising of the vibration – in Ascension – will be needed.]

But many of you have already been doing this clearing.

So this is an extra, extra, extra clearing, but it is also imbedding in you, yes, even in the constant movement, it is imbedding in you, throughout that wave that moves through you – think of it as giving electrolytes to yourselves – it is imbedding in you the molecules, the atoms, the subatomic fibers of love that say to you, “This is what I want. And I don’t really want that old garbage, so I’m willing to let it go.” (3)


I know exactly what he means here.

Door No. 3, the Realizational

When we go beyond Door No. 3, the realizational door, we experience higher-dimensional love and anything else tastes insipid. We want more of it.

If we ascend, then we know what it feels like to be vasana-free. To be immersed in higher-dimensional love is to be free of all issues and upsets. (4)

We’re at last enabled to turn our back on earlier unworkable patterns of behavior that no longer tempt us and make the changes love requires.

One can’t be harming others and expect to experience higher-dimensional love.  The heart’s door would be closed; no experience of love there.

In the last analysis, we have an enlightenment partnership with our guides,Higher Self,  archangel, and the Mother. If we surrender all sense of timing to them, in my view, we’ll have taken the best preparatory step we can take.

Since the bliss gets deeper and more revivifying the higher we go, we can expect joy along the route and not just at the destination.

Footnotes

(1) Linda once described them as matters we’d rather die than reveal. That fits. Sages called vasanas the seeds of future action. I define them as mental/emotional clusters of traumatic memories that channel our future responses to challenges.

(2) Ramana Maharshi described one process that might take place to destroy the vasanas.  He’s describing what we today would call “Ascension,” beyond the seven chakras. Our path to it is more gradual than sudden.

“As a heated iron-ball appears as a ball of fire, this (body) heated in the fire of Self-enquiry shines as the Self.

The old vasanas pertaining to the body, (mind and so on) are destroyed. Being free from body-consciousness one never has the sense of doership.

Since such a one has no sense of doership, his karma, it is said, is completely destroyed. As nothing but the Self exists, no doubts arise for him.

Once the knot is cut, one is never bound again. This is considered the state of power supreme and peace supreme. (Sri Ramana Maharshi in Vasistha Ganapathi, ed., Sri Ramana Gita. Tiruvannamalai: Sri Ramanashramam, 1977, 49-55.)

The fact that most spiritual teachers have only experienced Brahmajnana or seventh-chakra enlightenment and therefore have not destroyed all their vasanas explains what passed for “crazy wisdom” in the Sixties and Seventies. Among people who believed they had achieved moksha or liberation when they had not, they regarded themselves as cleanly-motivated when many were simply responding to their remaining vasanas.

The Mother explains that Sahaja is indeed Ascension:

Steve Beckow: I’m trying to understand what level of enlightenment Ascension corresponds to and I think it’s beyond the normal seventh-chakra enlightenment. I think it is what is called — and I’ll make this clear to readers — sahaja samadhi. Am I correct?

Divine Mother: Yes, it is beyond what you think of [as being] with your seven chakras. … We have emerged from the Third-Dimensional realm, which is that reference point for the [seven] chakra system, into the new. So yes, you are correct, in this question and in this statement.  (“The Divine Mother: Come to Me as I Come to You – Part 1/2,” Oct. 17, 2012, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2012/10/17/the-divine-mother-come-to-me-as-i-come-to-you-part-12/.)

We have emerged, washed clean of our vasanas by higher-dimensional love.

(3) “Archangel Michael: Go with the Ebb and the Flow of Love,” channeled by Linda Dillon, April 3, 2014, at http://goldenageofgaia.com/2014/04/05/archangel-michael-go-with-the-ebb-and-the-flow-of-love/.

(4) Before Ascension, for the duration of the experience; after ascension, permanently.

Steve Beckow


Monday, June 3, 2024

The “I” That Always Exists

The “I” That Always Exists

By Steve Beckow

Posted on June 3, 2024


Credit: Pinterest.se



I’m having a debate with myself around the “I” that always exists.

I know from being outside my body that that “I” continues to exist whereas the body does not.

If I am that “I” that always exists, then why don’t I act like it? What is there to fear? Why am I hesitant, drawn back, afraid?

Vasanas, or core issues, or traumatic memories supply the answer. (1)

But if my core issues get triggered, and the “I” always exists, why do I listen to my mind on that or any other subject? There is no absolute need to. And how much does it know, really? (2)

I just got the signal “yes” I’ve arranged with Michael and a separate one I arranged with the Mother.  They both went off together.

If I will continue to exist whatever the mind does or does not do, why do I listen to it so attentively?

I have to factor out the need for a writer to rehearse what they’re writing.

How might my life improve or degrade if I stop listening to the mind? I’ll have to see.

This is a lifelong conversation with my very best friend I’m giving up. For what it will produce….

Not forever, my friend.

Footnotes

(1) On that subject, see Vasanas: Preparing For Ascension by Clearing Old Issues at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/05/Vasanas-Preparing-for-Ascension-R16.pdf

(2) When I had my vision of the purpose of life on March 13, 1987, at that moment, I knew that I now knew one thing. I knew the purpose of life and nothing else.

On that experience, see “Ch. 13 – Epilogue” in The Purpose of Life is Enlightenment at http://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/08/Purpose-of-Life-is-Enlightenment.pdf

Steve Beckow


Saturday, May 18, 2024

The Change-over from Negative to Positive

The Change-over from Negative to Positive

By Steve Beckow

Posted on May 18, 2024




As I emerge, ascend, and integrate, I find myself navigating the change-over from negative (the troll under the bridge) to positive.

Let me say a word about “being positive” at the get-go.

I’m aware of the objections to “being positive.” I was there myself. I postponed making a needed transition in my life for decades out of not wanting to “be positive.”

One is that “being positive” as a rule flies in the face of reality. We live in a world where negativity exists, where a large percent of the population lives below the poverty line, many homeless, many without access to clean drinking water, etc.

There’s nothing positive about these conditions to those who have to endure them. And being positive in the face of it seems insensitive, self-focused.

Moreover, if we look more generally, I think we’ll see that, if we mandate any line of behavior, we run into trouble with the exceptions. If the exceptions are major, we talk about being abused, oppressed, and exploited.

Werner Erhard warned against taking a side like “the positive.” If we decide ahead of time how we’ll be, no matter how it is, we’ve “de-cided” the matter. We have, linguistically speaking, “killed the alternative.” Transformation usually does not show up in a closed space.

Another objection: In social discourse we talk about positive people as “Pollyannas,” folks who were always looking on the bright side of life, implying naive people or a degree of empty-headedness or compliance.

Now of course I get to see that the Pollyannas take the prize. I’m now aware that they were pioneers who were often unfairly disparaged, fuelled by a source I knew nothing of.

That having been said, I’d like to discuss Monday a very simple conceptual adjustment or tool to help us make the change-over if we – staring the Reval in the face – are needing to do so.


Steve Beckow

 
 

Monday, April 29, 2024

The Growth Movement Meets Business - 2

The Growth Movement Meets Business…. – Part 2/2

By Steve Beckow

Posted on April 29, 2024


Villain or saint?

(Concluded from Part 1, yesterday.)

I’ve never forgotten what psychotherapist and workshop leader John Enright used to say, that you can’t get from Victim to Hero except by going through Saint or Villain. (1)

Victims don’t get what they want and are unhappy.

Saints don’t get what they want and are happy.

Villains get what they want but are unhappy.

Heroes get what they want and are happy.

You know the moral of the story: “The way out of Villain or Saint is to accept where you are. Do it and dig it and, five minutes later, you’re a Hero.” (1)

Very clever.

As we go higher and higher in vibration the roles are being sorted out.

Villains won’t reach Hero this lifetime. Saints will reach much higher than that.

I’m feeling drawn to the latter path.

***

Meanwhile, the split between a private and a public self must be the most challenging to heal satisfactorily.

On the one hand, a house divided against itself cannot stand and this split is a definite division. Moreover, I’ve always valued transparency over hiding one’s cards.

On the other hand, boundaries can be a good thing at times, especially for a writer.

I’m not ready to go in the direction of full resolution of public/private self just yet – full transparency.  Due diligence means looking first for unintended consequences and hidden pitfalls. Like the impact on the necessary keeping of secrets.

However, I acknowledge being drawn to the idea.  It would be a definite benefit to a CEO.

I’ll need to “be with it” for a while…. And then we’ll see….

The growth movement meets business….

Footnotes

(1) John Enright in Awareness, Responsibility, and Communication Workshop, Cold Mountain Institute, April 16, 1976.

Steve Beckow

 
 

Sunday, April 28, 2024

The Growth Movement Meets Business…. – 1

The Growth Movement Meets Business…. – Part 1/2

By Steve Beckow

Posted on April 28, 2024


Don’t you wish.


So much is being brought up to awareness at this time. And I know it’s the same for others I speak to.

There are some absolutely critical splits and dissociations that I’m finding raised in me. Forgive me if this post is a mite long, but I’m working this one out in the moment.

One critical split is the dissociation I went through for fifty years, but which lingers a little in me, and perhaps in all of us. That’s the disconnect between what I’d call a public and a private self.

I heard it recently called a “front face” and a “back face” by a survivor of Satanic ritual abuse. It’s also called onstage and offstage behavior.  The one face we show to others and the other we show only to ourselves.

Unless we choose to “let our hair down,” “let it all hang out,” etc.

For me, I was so deeply partitioned in two… well, I’m getting ahead of myself.

I had my personality shattered at age 7 when my Dad shouted at me from inches away from my face. I used to call myself the Humpty Dumpty Man; it took fifty years to put Humpty together again. (1)

My public and private face did not know each other existed, so deeply buried was I.

When in 1986 my girlfriend said I had the profile of an abused child, the two rose up to consciousness together and metaphorically said to each other at the same moment: Who are you?

I exploded in anger for two weeks, having now seen what was going on.  It took twenty more years to dig myself out of that walled-off self and heal the split.

I still have a gap between my onstage and offstage behavior. In private I eat like a caveman and wear jeans, a T-shirt, and a hoodie 365 year round. I still prefer the laid-back lifestyle, wherever possible. But these are all tangential matters.

In more general terms, a discussion I had with Michael a long time ago weighs with me in this area.  Regarding an errant lightworker, he said you cannot serve the Divine Mother and engage in that kind of behavior (I believe it was the use of foul language).

He made no onstage/offstage distinctions. Cannot serve the Mother and depart from ethics, morality, conscience, heart consciousness (period).

That one got in.

Don’t forget that we are the Mother; we are the Father. If God is everything then you and I must also be God. Therefore God’s Plan is my plan. Everything that happened to me was part of that Plan and has brought me to here.

(Concluded in Part 2, tomorrow.)

Footnotes

(1) See:

Steve Beckow