The Portal of Initiation
By Judith Kusel
Post on February 9, 2026
The Inner Voice Gide Us Into Strength and Self-Trust
Post on February 9, 2026
Posted on September 16, 2023
It is time to ‘Open the gate’ to all experiences you keep yourself separated from, in thoughts, in deeds, in longings, and heart’s desires.
Open the gate that keeps you from a future that is sweet and plentiful. It is your belief system that keep you stagnate not moving forward. It is your personal canyon that seems endless, in a sky that seems cloistered with future thunder clouds. Open the gate and set free all that has once served you so that it can learn to fly, learn to swim, learn to tunnel deep in the earth’s mysteries. Open the gate to everything that you are destined to be, minus all the earth drama.
Experience the flowing of the trueness of your beginning without end, of your end without beginning. Let go of all self imposed limitations and programs. Let go of all excuses and procrastination’s. Unearth the potential that you have kept sequestered away. Open to see all that is happening in a single moment in any place in this universe. For you have that ability but you must announce if to yourself in remembrance. ‘I can see through space and time, through sky and cloud, through dirt’. ‘I can walk through stars and the air with the greatest of ease.
What you seek is inherent within everything. What is value to you? Is it diamonds? Is it gold? Is it wood? Is it water? It depends on what part of the universe you park. You can beckon to you all things that inherently hold the richness that you desire until you are able to vibrationally manifest that in your own earthen world. The letting go of perimeters, of expectations, of boundaries, of containers, of thought forms frees you up to be it all.
Imagine yourself being the earth, What about the universe Are you ready for such stellar expansion? Are you ready to open your arms your heart and your mind to such a place of totality? Are you ready to become what you are in truth able to be, to conceive, to perceive, to birth, to create, to manifest? When God, the Almighty One, the Source, the Prime Creator desires, that desire is enough to make it happen. Your desires have great potential within them. God does not stress and strain about his creations. desires is natural. Watch your world more closely and you will see what we speak is neither divided nor diluted truth; these abilities are yours for the acknowledgment. Let go of the way you define yourself and allow your soul to re-define you in a way that serves the Light. The soul is deemed to expand, to re-create, and re-define for that is its nature. Your lineage of light activates and glows like a firefly. It is time to See who you really are.

3D Matrix by millions of emotional and mental threads tenaciously holds us on a leash in its System, continuously programming our thoughts, feelings and deeds. As it is dismantling, the dead grasp weakens, but remains strong enough and still affects our decisions and behavior.
Unpleasant and even tragic events in our lives are often the result of the fact that we ignore the numerous signs and warnings that our Higher Self and Keepers constantly give us from the Subtle Plane to be aware of what is happening. But we do not react, sincerely and deeply convinced that only we, and not some Matrix, are sovereign in our every choice and action.
We stop at nothing on a dare, out of stubbornness, pushing reality under our wants and wishes and dragging into reckless scheme others, who, then, also have to pay the bills. One such example is given below by businesswoman. Further – her first-person words about very typical story, of which there are a great many variants.
Not so long ago I lost a large sum of money. Having decided to build a country house, I sold a city apartment, found builders, and they deceived me by almost half the cost of the project. In principle, I understood why this happened, but an unpleasant aftertaste remained, because it was a big loss for me. And I realized that there was another, deeper reason for what had happened.
We always get hints from above. I knew about it, moreover, I followed them. But for my senior partner, it was not the truth. Hardened entrepreneur, whose business developed in the 2000s, wanted to purchase another plant. And this desire has taken shape, I want and that’s it, like a child who obsessed with a toy that he does not have. The Universe gave him a lot of signs that he did not need to do this: loans were not given, there was no suitable plant, but the itch did not go away. Seeing such zeal, the Higher Powers decided to give him a lesson…
The bankers did some fancy footwork and found a way out, how to issue a loan. Then, a desirable plant was found, but with big problems between the owners. Negotiations were very difficult, but the differences between the proprietors were overcome. We started to strike a deal, and I had to participate in this part of it. Since I trusted the signs, it was absolutely clear to me that there was no need to take out a loan and buy a plant, which it would be as hard to raise it and work as the deal went on.
But on the other hand, as a good manager, I had to do it at all costs, because that was the task of my senior partner. And of course, I wanted such an alluring toy to be in his hands. And I conscientiously did everything according to the principle of “do your best, and let fate do the rest.”
At that time, I was actively mastering cosmo-energetics, including learning how to run events. Periodically, at the most critical moments of the purchase, I applied the acquired skills. On the one hand, out of curiosity, I was interested to see if it really works. On the other hand, to bring the deal to the finish line and show what a reliable and effective manager I am. That is, I became deeply personally involved in the process, not just to accompany it, plus, I decided to stroke my ego and professional ambition.
The hour of reckoning came soon. The plant worked for only a year, but it never reached the break-even point, pulled finances from other business lines, destroying them. As a result, crisis, bankruptcy, criminal case for non-payment of wages, credit and its maintenance. My partner, now a former one, since I had to part with him, is still coming out of this situation, having lost almost the entire business and suffered huge losses.
In my history with the house, cheating the builders was my payback for interfering with the signs that my ex-partner ignored. During the transfer of the principal amount as an advance to the builders, I felt that they would not fulfill their promises, but I handed over the money anyway (for me it still defies explanation).
Nothing fell from the sky to me. I earned an apartment myself and lost almost half of its value. But what struck me most was that my loss of money was in the EXACT (to a cent) proportion as that of my former partner. Of course, in absolute terms, the amounts are not comparable, since he forfeited much more. That is, I pulled over part of his karma. This is how each of us pays for his stubbornness and warnings from above, especially since we feel and see what absolutely cannot be done.
Money is energy. We paint them in all colors from stupidity, greed, evil, crime, envy, resentment, to creation, freedom, and education. We put energy into a form, and this form is what our Soul or Ego is filled with. Having seen our true essence, having realized ourselves eternal, our task as a person is to find the place and the facet in which we are real, able to conduct the energy of the Source, are connected with the needs of others. The task of the individual (Ego, mind) is to move from only his own interests to servicing others, cooperation, to find a way to bring his Spark to other Souls who are looking for the Light and energy of One. The most difficult thing is to distinguish His signs and the guidance of the 3D Matrix, which continues to masterfully, subtly and invisibly control us in our every choice.
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Today, SOLELY WE, all together and individually, keep the 3D System alive by our thoughts, feelings, endeavors and deeds, not letting it to kick the bucket.
Besides us, Darks no longer has any energy sources of existence and survival. That is why they force us to emit negativity, which is its life power, by all possible means.
The 3D Earth server is keeping in working order only by our attention. The System constantly downloads in us the new and reboots the old programs via MSM, the Internet and many other channels, tools and mechanisms. And we obediently submit to this lobotomy, as we do with jabs. If simultaneously we all stop feeding with our attention the 3D System and its games, it will simply go into standby mode/pause, and then, completely dissolve into the depths of the black hole that it creates every minute.
Earth and we must constantly evolve, changing in accordance with incoming new energies and ideas. And these ideas and energies should be getting not through the 3D System or Co-Creators and friendly cosmic races, but directly through us, through every earthling.
We are here for the sole purpose – to share our experience, skills and knowledge, accumulated in other worlds and dimensions. To transfer them from our cosmic home protocols to local, terrestrial ones, and to develop a new platform of evolution by joint efforts, in line with the incarnation plan to which we subscribed before entering this planet.
Currently, the Earth’s server is being upgraded with the help of updates that Co-Creators upload to it as and when we stand ready to rise higher. And in us, personally, these updates are downloaded through the upper chakras – info channels connecting our carcasses with Higher Selves.
But the main problem is that we constantly destroy the levels to which we dream of climbing. As we approach the next stage, the badabum in advance staged by the 3D System automatically triggers in us. Due to our maniacal and insatiable desire to possess power, resources, lands, cars, bedmates, and other schicki-micki stuff, we simply cannot resist the temptation to maximize self-interest at the expense of someone else at the first opportunity.
We want to open our third eye, travel in the astral, communicate with other space civilizations, etc. But to the question “why do you need it?” few of us can give a clear answer. Show us in what country and in which caves the gold bullions are hidden, and how to get quantum technologies for free, and then, OK, for a while, we can afford to do without bread and circus.
We can’t run our thoughts and appetites for a long time, believing that the absence of meanness in physical actions is enough to secure a VIP ticket to a paradise cruise liner. And if we have committed many abominations in our lives, then, godling around the corner will forgive all sins with the speed of burning candles. The key is to bedizen ourselves with its attributes to the eyeballs and beyond, to stuff our car and house with them, so that everyone knows how much we worship it. Ideally, we even can make a temple out of a pile of human bones so that everyone could see in us a certain zest.
We categorically refuse to accept that EVERY our thought and emotion is material and our attitude to others are out in the open on the Subtle Plane. And we constantly produce these thought forms, sort of always hungry parasites, which we all the time feed with our bouts of anger and incessant demands on those around us. Yes, a lot of possessors are OUR OWN thought forms, just in case anyone has forgotten.
During our life on this planet, we have spawned so many bugs in the Earth’s digital codes that even the coolest programmers of the 3rd Local Universe refused to fix them, and simply closed access to it. That is why we still do not see the Subtle world. It is stuffed to the brim with such a huge volume of our thought-errors that when running on its server, the antimalware engine hang is guaranteed to us.
Imagine that all our thoughts and dreams of all the people, who have ever lived on Earth, suddenly materialize. Monsters of debauchery, larvae of religious hatred and racism, chupacabras of corruption and evil eyes, ghouls of vanity, and other demons of our intrigues and internecine fights will manifest themselves in our homes, filling them with their gnarled slimy bodies, oozing with viciousness and wrath.
This is exactly what will happen when (if) we move to 4D and higher. We will carry our disgusting baggage with us until WE OURSELVES rake it aside on the server that still allows us somehow to exist in a mess, which we create. Before it, the Transition won’t bring us anything good, and it’s clear why.
Of course, not everything is so hopeless. The Matrix reboot may still come closer when the necessary critical mass is reached, but we also need to live up to it. The causes and effects here are also multidimensional.
When we constantly dream of freebies and profit, we remain in a spiritual vacuum, because our energy channels are completely blocked by low-freqs thoughts and emotions. We are still deeply convinced that Co-Creators deprived us, didn’t give too much, and abandoned us to the mercy of fate. And at the same time we are trying to prove to the outside world our worthiness by grabbing new material and swanky stinkeroo, while complete lacking of control over our selfish mind and deeds. The list is endless.
What help from above can we talk about if, when occasion offers, we turn it into tools of a virus attack on our own playing field, contrary to our plans. Freebies only happen in a mousetrap, sirs, learn to think creatively, and for yourself.
We are multidimensional beings, who agreed to gain new experience in the walls of oblivion. And it wasn’t Darks who walled us up, but we ourselves. These were the original rules: to throw off all the orders and medals, received before, as well as knowledge and technology, and get them on Earth again as a reward for excellent service, if we reach here the opening of channels to other dimensions.
But what we fought for, we get. We have forgotten how to communicate with our Higher Aspects, deliberately drove ourselves into the position of victims and martyrs, and prefer the greed with its temptations, blocking our spiritual development. Yes, an incredible number of possessors and parasites are helping us in this now, but agree: where there is demand, there will be supply, isn’t it?
At present, the infected server cleaning is carried out not only in the form of destructive earthquakes, eruptions, tornadoes, wildfires and floods, but also by wars, financial and economic crises. And Co-Creators are doing their best to prevent the global collapse in the hope of our awakening and sincere regret. Ergo, stop whining and wailing that we were thrown here without support. We receive what we deserve.
We refuse to change anything ourselves. The 3D Matrix is being destroyed slowly ONLY due to mutual desire of the parties. We hinder the System’s dismantling from below by our languid thoughts and wishes to keep everything as it is, and the System blocks its demolition from above, so that we don’t blow it all to hell.
We try to turn on our crown chakra (by prayer or meditation) only when we are sick, or are dying, or lost our smartphone, and appeal to the “almighty”, which gapes with empty eye sockets above.
At the same time, we forget that we ourselves preferred to obey the System, which no one really forced us to do at the beginning. Many of us couldn’t refuse its obscene offers, and backed by the same System, we start bulling those who dared to resist it. Nothing has changed since the Crusades. We continue to fry ourselves under the old sauce, only the recipe has been refined. The war has become informational, but its consequences are still physical.
We blame Anunnaki, Reptiloids, politicians, financiers, bureaucrats, Marxist/communist/socialist demonic parasites and other bugaboo for what is going on, but we constantly forget to look in the mirror and think: who are we feeding with our emotions and rant.
And this happens to most of us. We don’t listen to hear. We listen in order to hook an opponent on a weak spot and prove our case at any cost, mostly in raised tones (and certainly, in thoughts), throwing billions of gigabytes of negative energy into space. It feeds all the same our thought forms, creating new egregores and levers of control over us, darlings, who simply do not know how to convey their point of view to the opponent in a detached and calm tone.
The circle has closed. Our snake bites its tail and continues to devour the fruits of our hypocrisy and double standards, giving birth to more and more offended, whining about the higher forces and dishonest politicians who betrayed us. We are still waiting for someone who will finally dot the I’s and guide us, sinners, on the right path straight to a bright future. We are ready to look into the mouth of any leader, guru, president, predictor, blogger, website (tick as preferred), but NOT into our Soul.
Yes, this isn’t an ordinary planet. We live on it in extreme conditions, and today, only high consciousness come to Earth with the determination to stand in not simply serious confrontation but even wars. This is what we wanted – to test our Souls. But those who explain it to us we call psychopaths.
Once had such an experience on other planets, we understand the depth and complexity of this process here, try to survive, backing on our Spirituality and higher guides. Only for everyone, they are their own: or Co-Creators, or countless Darks and Grays.
And until we recognize who is who, we will be run by everyone except ourselves. At the moment, the most important thing is to hear the voice of our Heart. Without it, we will not know the truth, and couldn’t go vertically upwards. On Earth, we can get confused in double-quick time. And in the old days, it took thousands of years to get out. So it is crucial to be sensitive to the innermost voice of our Soul, trust only it, and then, the roads we take will not fail us.