10 THINGS PEOPLE LEARN TOO LATE IN LIFE
Posted by Ayaz Ali
The Inner Voice Gide Us Into Strength and Self-Trust
Posted by Ayaz Ali
Posted on December 31, 2024
Hello, our dear ones. We are the Council of Light, and we greet all of you with the highest love. We are always present. We are among you all, and those of you who open your awareness to us, perhaps feel our energy and our presence more strongly.
We never have a shortage of wisdom and messages to share. What we wish to focus on today is how to help you all recognize the greatest teachers in your lives and understand that while there are many teachers — many of those who have ascended the average level of consciousness and teachers who have been with humanity throughout times — these teachers were meant to teach many.
And each of you have different teachers in your lives. They may not be well known, but they will always be renowned as long as your soul has opened up to the meaningful presence, energies, and teachings that they bring to your life.
Recognizing the Three Types of Teachers in Your Life
There are three different teachers, and while teachers can bring many lessons, they tend to show up in your lives in very unique ways. And some of these teachers may not always appear through the lens of love.
They sometimes may bring bad news. Sometimes they may wear the mask of a rather unpleasant energy, lesson or emotion, but remember that all emotions come as teachers, and all teachers are here to bring a lesson.
It is up to them to show up in your life, to interact with you, albeit for a short or for a longer period of time, but it is ultimately up to each of you to question what it is that they were meant to bring to your life, and how you are meant to learn, grow, and expand from those experiences.
The First Teacher Triggers Your Journey
The first type of teacher is sometimes an adversary. And an adversary is one who perhaps shows up and may bring at first an energy of discord, an emotion or a feeling that may initially be experienced by you as frustration, hurt, loss, or rejection.
And remember, our dear ones, that although these emotions may be difficult in the moment, they are all destined to catapult you to higher learning. It is those triggers, however they may have been brought on in your life —whether it is one who has disappointed you, one who has perhaps made you feel smaller or belittled — it is those triggers that invite you to look within yourselves, to ask why you have been triggered, how you are meant to overcome these triggers.
And it is, in essence, those triggers that reflect to you an area of vulnerability. And this is why it is important to be vulnerable. Because when you open yourself up to being vulnerable, you begin to understand how and where your soul needs to heal. It is those wounds that arise as hurt and vulnerability, yet once you acknowledge those deeper inner wounds, you take the very important journey towards healing, growth, surrender, and letting go.
Remember that those who trigger you are simply here to teach you something, and there may be many individuals who trigger you, perhaps in a different or in similar ways.
Recognize these souls not as individuals who come to hurt you, but oftentimes they are here to show you something about yourself that needs to be seen, witnessed, and experienced.
The Second Teacher Helps You Recognize & Release
The second type of teacher is the individual who teaches you how to let go and how to surrender.
Sometimes these may be the same teachers that trigger you, but they may entirely represent a different individual or group of individuals, and they are here to encourage you to let go and to surrender, to acknowledge those triggers, to honor and recognize what it is that you need to attain and achieve within yourself.
It is the individuals that help you release and remember that there are a number of ways in which you can release. Perhaps it is those who offer a shoulder to cry on an ear when you need to discuss or vent. Sometimes those teachers come as individuals who allow you to temporarily escape the hurt, to laugh, to release in a multitude of ways.
Those are the teachers who help you transition from the trigger point to the healing point. They carry you, they hold you, and they uplift you. Oftentimes, these teachers, though they may be present in your life for a short time, they tend to be people who are known as friends, as colleagues, as your support network.
The Third Teacher Helps You Learn & Heal
And, our dear ones, there is a third type of teacher. These teachers often come as the healers.
Understand that those who heal are those who allow you to connect to a higher consciousness, to fully integrate within your being the actual lesson that you needed to learn from those inner wounds. For once you acknowledge those wounds, once you learn to release and let them go, you are ready to commence the process of healing.
And healing is partly a reflection of your ability to surrender and let go. But true healing comes with the ability to learn; to learn the lesson at hand, to understand what it is that you learned from the hurt, how you have let go of the hurt, and how you then heal by stepping into a higher plane and realm of consciousness.
When you are healed from those triggers, you learn to connect with a higher energy — one that is more neutral to those triggers in the future, or in the very least one that allows you to be more resilient to any triggers.
This does not mean that you will never be triggered again. It simply means that when you are triggered, you are going to be able to immediately bridge from the trigger to the release and the healing that is essential.
When you heal, our dear ones, you rise above the initial hurt, and you learn to connect to wisdom within yourself that is always connected to Source. This reminds you of what it is that your soul chose to learn from those triggers. In many ways, these teachers are here to help you journey on the path to higher learning. Healing is one sure way to receive and instill this learning within yourselves.
We will also leave you with this very important message that though loved ones around you may come as teachers at different stages and phases in your learning and growth, we wish for you all to remember that all of those teachers — at an energetic level — are connected to you from a place of love.
No matter how they show up, no matter how long they stay, they are here to help awaken the teacher within each of you. For first and foremost, you are all your highest and best teacher to yourselves and the way in which you allow the inner teacher to emerge is by first recognizing that you are always in receipt of wisdom and messages from beyond.
The more you open yourself up to these messages, the faster you learn and emerge from any and all hurt and the more quickly you learn to connect with the lessons that your soul has come here to embrace.
We are always present to guide you towards the path of healing. You have all the support, all the tools, and all the resources to expand this learning in a way that serves your highest and greatest good.
We send you love.
Thank you.
The Council of Light
Kate Woodley
Posted May 16, 2025
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Posted on May 8, 2023

A well-known climbing coach said that the biggest obstacle in the way of people’s growth as climbers is, basically, fear of embarrassment.
When people want to get better at climbing, they try to do it privately, so that no one can see them doing things badly. They’ll go to the climbing gym when no one is watching, or hang out in a corner hoping no one is looking. But they’re missing out on the biggest opportunity — feedback from people who can see things they can’t see.
And the thing getting in the way is fear of embarrassment.
I’ve found that this is true no matter what you’re trying to learn. No matter what you’re trying to grow in. Fear of embarrassment will stop you from getting real growth and transformation.
My belief is not that we should just get over that fear. It’s that we could learn to see embarrassment as an integral part of the growth process.
I’ll talk about why in a moment. But first, let’s look at a few more examples where the fear of embarrassment stops people from growing:
Hopefully you can see that this can be applied anywhere we want to grow — personal development, taking care of ourselves, deepening in a relationship, dealing with the overwhelming chaos of life. We struggle to get beyond where we are, because we are too embarrassed to get support, feedback, coaching that might take us to the next level.
We hope to grow and learn without embarrassing ourselves. If we can learn in private, and then show how good we are //after// we’re really good at it … then we won’t feel embarrassed. We want to avoid that feeling at all costs, even if it means never learning at all.
But that’s not how it works. We have to be willing to be bad at something before we can be good at it. The growth process requires us to mess up, to learn from experience rather than just reading about it or watching videos. The growth process requires us to be messy and stumbling in the unknown … and then to get some support when we stumble, think we’re doing it all wrong, or feel like giving up.
And that is embarrassing. It has to be embarrassing, because we are necessarily pushing beyond the boundaries of the self-image we’ve created for ourselves. We’ve stepped into a new area of growth, which means we can’t be the person who has everything figure out, who has it all together. We want to be the person who has it all together, but that’s only possible if we are not growing.
So we choose to grow and learn, to transform, but that means letting go of who we think we are, and who we’re trying to get others to think we are. That’s a letting go, and it’s embarrassing.
If we avoid that embarrassment (which is natural), we will avoid the growth. We will not step into the unknown, which is where real learning resides. Where meaningful work resides.
OK, so you have a fear of embarrassment (of course!), and you can see how it’s holding you back.
How do you work with this fear? It’s a deep topic, but here are some ways to start working with it:
As you let yourself feel the fear and feel the embarrassment, what will happen is that you start to shed your old self. You no longer need to be constrained by doing things perfectly, impressing anyone, showing the good side of yourself, because you are growing into a new kind of becoming.
Posted on April 24, 2025
Kate Woodley
Dear Ascending Family,
As has been made extremely obvious, during the final conflict dramas of the planetary liberation, any steward or leader that chooses a personal value system that aligns with the philosophical principles of the Cosmic Christ’s Law of One, as well as any individual that has genuinely chosen to dedicate their lives to serve Christic ethics, is under hostile spiritual attack. As small as our community reach is with online censorship, shadow banning and without a social media presence, even still ES material is considered to be a threat to the anti-christ forces and my persona is continually being assaulted with ongoing black magic spun character defamation, and the purposeful spreading of pernicious lies and false accusations that are meticulously crafted from either the darkly ignorant or those purely evil serving their satanic masters. Otherwise said, all genuine christians that have cultivated a direct relationship with God and Christ, are under direct targeted attack from a variety of entities that share one common link and collective goal, those hell bent on spreading malicious gossip, fueling imaginary scenarios and elaborate lies are under the mind control spell or possession of anti-christ forces, and these anti-christ forces are either embodied within humans or non-humans (alien and demonic spiritual forces).
It is no secret that one of the greatest spiritual fears that is circulated on the planet is to suppress genuine spiritual knowledge of the esoteric Christ teachings that empower the individual onto a path of self-ownership, in which the cultivation of self-awareness and the expansion of one’s consciousness is paramount. These spiritual studies and meditative explorations have a long history of being viciously attacked and threatened by the intentional use of negative labeling by the uninformed public to incite fear or through the branding of esoteric learning environments and spiritually based organizations as harmful “cults”.
In the terrain of a trained mind in which to discipline oneself from the negative ego’s impulsive reactions and in doing the shadow work necessary to release mental bondage and self-harming addictions, acquiring spiritual knowledge is generally considered to be valuable, as well as a privilege that teaches moral character development and ethical virtue. Yet those that identify with victimhood are not generally interested in moral character development, especially if they have experienced mental dysregulation through personal trauma, thus, they tend to be emotionally stunted and immature, as well as untrained and undisciplined with their thoughts. Sadly, we have this same profile of disgruntled persons spreading lies across the internet that ES is a harmful cult. This is an online community where the individual chooses to become a monthly member to learn about esoteric Christ lightbody teachings, and all are free to come and go at will. These troubled individuals tend to despise others that have had success in exerting some self-control and in taking self-responsibility for their own life choices in ways that ignites their inner spiritual light. Victims do not want to take responsibility for their own inner darkness and tend to shift blame onto others, and ES community and myself are used as a convenient scapegoat. These higher qualities of being truthful are rare in the current landscape, people that are liars tend to despise truth resonance when they are filled with the shadows of unhealed emotional pain and personal suffering. ES material is suited for only spiritually initiated experiencers interested in truth seeking and spiritual exploration, and not for the non-experiencers or victimizers who do not value truth, when its being spoken, written or otherwise.
For all of us in ES community, as an online learning environment for the Ascension process, learning about the energetic context of planetary dynamics that influence us personally, we have chosen to be here either, directly engaged or indirectly engaged, to share and access parts of Ascension knowledge through the content offered on this website. We are constantly reminded of our personal responsibility and that our collaboration with this information is to only take what is resonant for one’s personal spiritual growth and to discard the rest. Each of us must personally choose what we participate with, have accountability to be clear in our intent, consent and authority, as directed by our highest personal expression, the inner God Spirit. Thus, as we learn to expand consciousness we learn how to be of service to the whole, which is a Service to Others principle. We must shed our individualistic egoism, personal selfishness and learn how to acknowledge our interconnectedness as divine human beings. This information is not given to the public, and we have been brainwashed to believe the academic version the NAA‘s artificial reality and artificial timelines, so we can be controlled, enslaved and not personally educated to learn how we claim our personal sovereignty. It is very difficult to find the essence of truth, when the inhabitants of this earth have been Mind Controlled to believe that delusions, deceptions, False Gods, Violent Religions and the Archontic Deception Strategy are the basis of our true origin.
As a result of the many lies and deceptions being propagated to the human race for many millennia, we have inherited incredible amounts of Shadow, Pain, Fallen Angelics on this planet, along with a false identity that uses the same Predator Mind of the Negative Alien Artificial intelligence, in order to influence us to think and believe the same anti-human belief systems of the NAA. If we use the mind they have downloaded to us, we self enforce the enslavement of our brothers and sisters on this earth. We must learn how to stop this infection from infiltrating and corrupting our bodies, mind and spirit.
As most of us know, there is an agenda to suppress public access to an esoteric knowledge truth base, and as such there is a tremendous effort to obfuscate, manipulate and create fear and chaos in groups of people studying esoteric subjects, such as Ascension. This is perpetrated as a psychological operation to not only confuse all parties involved, but to promote schism of separation through fear and ego based judgment through varying techniques of Emotional Manipulation and fear mongering. This divide and conquer Victim-Victimizer agenda is designed to disrupt the process of unifying groups with a common spiritual-energetic focus, such as unifying for humanitarian purposes and promoting ideas such as World Humanism, based on Law of One principles. We may notice the same kind of hostile behavior that is generated to create division in groups; fear, intimidation, bullying, accusations and thug or mob mentality. Clearly we need to be aware that cults and dangerous cult leaders do exist and they are generally expressing within the controller tyrant archetypes.
We should be aware of their profile and learn to discern the difference between Leadership and Tyrants.
Thus, I would like to establish this information for our ascending community to both educate and increase our skills with:
1. learning the characteristic and profile of what a dangerous cult and/or cult leader actually is.
2. developing improved discernment and confident language to express the difference between a community organization and an actual harmful “cult”.
3. not letting outside people intimidate you with attacking, bullying or aggressive words because you are accessing information and spiritual knowledge that they are not yet comprehending.
4. discerning the difference between compassionate and non-controlling Leadership Vs. Tyranny. Leadership should never be confused with tyranny or Guru-Disciple archetypes in a group setting. Leadership is the act of Service to Others, and it is a skill set and quality that must be earned by building trustworthiness through clearing Negative Ego and the consistent demonstration of compassion based humanitarian ethics.
When people do not understand something or they feel that the information threatens their perception of reality, they will relentlessly attack that source of new information or discovery. We have seen this happen many times before in recent human history. Many people that were and are humanists, innovators, visionaries and responsible for new scientific discoveries were at the time of their discovery, ridiculed, persecuted and ostracized. We should research more of those visionary people from our past, how they are crucified publically, as history will dictate what we are attempting to move past in the current time. One can always ask, who is benefiting from preventing new discoveries and spiritual knowledge from being made available to the public? Additionally, we can see there is an agenda to prevent certain groups access to free energy devices and many types of educational information sources connected to our past. Why is access to ancient spiritual knowledge and many of these technologies being blocked in the public square?
The dark resistance and ego fear of change, stunts spiritual evolution and consciousness growth from the NAA‘s tyrant-controller mechanism of Mind Control. As many of us realize, there are people that do not believe in evolution or that the Soul exists. This Ascension material discusses an array of topics dedicated to biological spiritual evolution of the human species through DNA Activation and Expanding Consciousness, which will be met with great hostility from people educated to be either Darwinian evolutionists, or Jehovah–Yahweh God creationists. (See Religious Violence)
Here is more that describes that fundamental argument: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Creationism
Additionally, I am sharing a pre-written article below about harmful cult behavior, which may be of immediate assistance and support to better learn and discern these behaviors.
Here in ES we encourage everyone to think for themselves, feel for themselves and to act in accordance to the highest expression of their divinity.
So what are the characteristics of a cult?
How can you improve your neutrality when someone accuses you of being in a cult, because they are afraid of the ES Ascension material?
May we continue to empower ourselves to comprehend with deeper clarity the ambiguous nature and complexity of accusatory language and weaponized narratives used by others in fear or for their greater convenience, in so that we each are very clear about what we are engaging with. This is an exercise in the development of one’s own clarity of thought, reflecting upon personal accountability, improved communication skills and learning how to be compassionate and loving with conflict resolution, especially with those who are aggressive and combative to ascension material.
Most of the disgruntled people that are spreading malicious gossip and lies across the internet are pawns in the anti-Christ Victim-Victimizer game of character assassination. They have made little to no effort to actually study or factually verify their accusations which appear to be based in imaginary realities. People that are benefiting from spreading character defamation stories online are extremely unethical people promoting sensationalistic trash for entertainment. Others want to use me as their whipping post, usually because they are being possessed by dark forces that despise what I stand for.
This is common negative behavior exhibited when “jumping on the bandwagon” of a group consensus to neatly compartmentalize information that one does not actually comprehend, nor want to know about, because knowing the spiritual information that leads to truth seeking is incredibly disruptive to the mind set that is behind the 3D way of life. Please feel free to share this blog far and wide, for any awakening individual that may benefit towards improved discernment navigating the online gossip machine by first learning how to ask the right questions to formulate reasonable answers based in common sense and critical thinking.
Much love and In service,
Lisa Renee
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Defining “Cult” Mentality to Uninformed Public
1. If your spiritual/religious group tells you this information is the only way to reach any level of spiritual truth, or is the only way to go all the way to enlightenment, Expanding Consciousness or achieving Ascension.
2. If you are told that donating money, grants will give more favorable circumstances in your life, or that you will have good karma if you donate lots of finances to their wishes, or will get more good karma by serving the particular groups wants/needs.
3. If your group says that leaving the group or ‘guru’ will make bad things happen to you or grant you horrible amounts of karma.
4. If your group says that the guru controls of all your future lives and Timelines.
5. If your group says that it is necessary to have a guru in order to reach any level of complete God realization
6. If your group is infiltrated with Negative Ego dominating personalities that wield Aggression, Superiority complexes, Lack of Empathy, shaming and blaming, Victim-Victimizer games, and no one takes personal responsibility for ego wounds and projections, the need for clearing shadow, and ignoring the need for group Accountability.
Spiritual Leadership Pitfalls
A Spiritual leader (or Guru-Wise One archetype) who is working with Light forces and being manipulated by dark forces from the blind sight of mishandling their own Negative Ego. Usually what this means is the person in the leadership position of Group Consciousness may start to abuse power, acts from hidden or unseen motivations, starts wanting to control other people, manipulates group resources or people to achieve a desired goal. For more clarity to discern these Negative Ego behaviors, see Emotional Manipulation and Leadership Vs. Tyranny. Leadership should never be confused with tyrannical behavior.
Characteristics Associated with Cultic Groups
by Janja Lalich, Ph.D. & Michael D. Langone, Ph.D.
Concerted efforts at influence and control lie at the core of cultic groups, programs, and relationships. Many members, former members, and supporters of cults are not fully aware of the extent to which members may have been manipulated, exploited, even abused. The following list of social-structural, social-psychological, and interpersonal behavioral patterns commonly found in cultic environments may be helpful in assessing a particular group or relationship.
Compare these patterns to the situation you were in (or in which you, a family member, or friend is currently involved). This list may help you determine if there is cause for concern. Bear in mind that this list is not meant to be a “cult scale” or a definitive checklist to determine if a specific group is a cult. This is not so much a diagnostic instrument as it is an analytical tool.
The group displays excessively zealous and unquestioning commitment to its leader and (whether he is alive or dead) regards his belief system, ideology, and practices as the Truth, as law.
Questioning, doubt, and dissent are discouraged or even punished. Mind-altering practices (such as meditation, chanting, speaking in tongues, denunciation sessions, and debilitating work routines) are used in excess and serve to suppress doubts about the group and its leader(s).The leadership dictates, sometimes in great detail, how members should think, act, and feel (for example, members must get permission to date, change jobs, marry—or leaders prescribe what types of clothes to wear, where to live, whether or not to have children, how to discipline children, and so forth).The group is elitist, claiming a special, exalted status for itself, its leader(s) and members (for example, the leader is considered the Messiah, a special being, an avatar—or the group and/or the leader is on a special mission to save humanity).
The group has a polarized us-versus-them mentality, which may cause conflict with the wider society.
The leader is not accountable to any authorities (unlike, for example, teachers, military commanders or ministers, priests, monks, and rabbis of mainstream religious denominations).
The group teaches or implies that its supposedly exalted ends justify whatever means it deems necessary. This may result in members’ participating in behaviors or activities they would have considered reprehensible or unethical before joining the group (for example, lying to family or friends, or collecting money for bogus charities).
The leadership induces feelings of shame and/or guilt in order to influence and/or control members. Often, this is done through peer pressure and subtle forms of persuasion.
Subservience to the leader or group requires members to cut ties with family and friends, and radically alter the personal goals and activities they had before joining the group. The group is preoccupied with bringing in new members.
The group is preoccupied with making money.
Members are expected to devote inordinate amounts of time to the group and group-related activities.
Members are encouraged or required to live and/or socialize only with other group members.
The most loyal members (the “true believers”) feel there can be no life outside the context of the group. They believe there is no other way to be, and often fear reprisals to themselves or others if they leave (or even consider leaving) the group.