The End of Searching, The Beginning of Being

The End of Searching, The Beginning of Being

By Aluna Joy Yaxkin

Posted on August 25, 2025 

There are no more words to say, no more carrots to chase, no more lines in the dirt to cross. There are no more predictions, speculations, or projections to help us understand what the future will be, because the future is already here.

I remember decades ago, during my first dark night of the soul and my first rebirth in this life, I was obsessed with searching for something I knew was missing. My entire being was invested in this search for something I did not understand. I changed my lifestyle radically, and I cleaned up my life in ways that I didn’t even know were lifestyle options, in an effort to reach what I was looking for. It was my evolving out of the past. I was finding my true self and my true freedom of being human. I didn’t know what I was missing; I only knew that I was.

Then, like many of us, I began to remember my ancient backstory. I started to remember all the bits and pieces of ancient memory and wisdom, like where I came from, where I had been, and what I had learned. It was like getting a new life as I emerged from an old life I was so ill-suited for.

But these are the days when I no longer feel the obsession to search. I work simply to ensure I am in the right places at the right times. But nothing is missing within me anymore. I have completed collecting my fragmented self that was ripped apart because of a multitude of things this world does to a newly arriving soul, like a unsafe childhood, a bad relationship etc . . . where our true self never had a safe place to grow and blossom, to be seen, heard, or honored. I also remembered the relevant connecting threads of my past lives to assemble a bigger picture of my new wholeness that has always been with me. Nothing was ever lost.

Now, I am simply waiting. My soul is holding its breath. I can feel the new world arriving. There is no need to chase a destination, as I thought before. The new world is coming. I am only now waiting for its arrival, and I can feel it is close. I feel that butterfly excitement feeling in my chest that says it is so close it could arrive in my next breath.

So what do we do now that we have arrived?

All the nonsense in the world, the chaos makers, the abusers, the liars, and game players who lack integrity, and those who do not honor the sacred, I stand back and witness as it all slowly becomes a fading dream, a faux reality that is losing its way. We must all heal our addiction to chaos and drama and heal to enter this new world. This is easier said than done because we have mistaken chaos for passion, and trauma bonds as connection.

I feel I am holding my ground as I wait for the arrival of a new world. There are no more destinations within me to search for, only the now. I honor and respect my energy and spend it only in the places and areas of life where I am called to do so. I only give of my energy where it is honored and where it becomes useful. There is very little I want to involve myself with in the world anymore, just the sacred land under my feet that is tied to the stars and those who are walking in the same way.

I feel like I am slipping into our new world, not with a solar flash or epic event in time as before, just a gentle arrival into what I came here for in the first place.

And I wonder how many are feeling this too.

We have planned a gentle rebirth into this new world. We are entering into it with grace and ease and without trauma and chaos. We will enter this world where our souls will be honored, respected, loved, and cherished, not molded against our natural born divinity to fit into a robot-like society. This gentle rebirth is how a soul is intended to enter a new life, or a new cycle of reality. Life will be honored, and each path will be considered sacred.

I am waiting for all this. We are ready. We have nothing left to chase. We cannot force our arrival; we can only allow it to arrive. We only need to take another peaceful step in the direction of our hearts’ calling and within the timing of our souls.

Aluna Joy

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Remain in control of this feeling of Knowing that YOU ARE LOVE

Remain in control of this feeling of Knowing that YOU ARE LOVE

The Federation of Light

Channel: Blossom Goodchild

Posted on November 23, 2024

 

 

Black = Federation of Light 

Gray = Blossom Goodchild

Once again, another week has flown by! The world hasn’t quite blown itself up … yet! Many, many are intrigued concerning the Truth that is to come out. You have spoken about that which lies ahead being beyond our imaginations. Obviously, if this is the case, we cannot even assume anything. We hear of so much … many have come across speculations of this, that, and the other, which are quite incredible … yet, it cannot be any of those, as such things are already ‘out there’. Are you able to give us a few clues? Oh Bother! As I write that, I pick up you saying ‘We cannot.’

Good morning to you, Blossom and Each Lighted Soul that joins us in these conversations. Regarding your query, Blossom … We cannot speak of this because at this time, it is out of your Planet’s Vibrational Frequency to even have the correct words to express it.

That’s so bizarre. Is it to do with us being free from slavery and moving into the Higher Frequency?

Yet, you know of this possibility, so it cannot be that. We say to you, it is not possible to discuss it, so it is best if we move on to a different subject matter.

Any suggestions?

May we perhaps guide you with thoughts of ‘remaining in control’?

By all means. Guide away.

As more and more awareness opens one’s mind to many, once unthinkable scenarios, we suggest perhaps, that you do not attach yourselves to ANYTHING. Take everything with ‘a pinch of salt’ we believe is the expression.

Much, at this time and the days ahead, will come to one’s attention, and one’s Truth radar may find itself in a bit of a fluster.

That which you hear about or indeed, witness, does not necessarily mean it is True.

You see, this is our problem. We just don’t know anymore. To the point that most people are saying they simply don’t know what to believe, so therefore, they don’t believe anything. You have told us to be discerning, yet, that doesn’t work for me either. I am like most … I just don’t know anything anymore.

This is why, Blossom we say to remain in control.

In what sense?

YOUR HEARTS, YOUR BEING, YOUR VERY ESSENCE … KNOWS LOVE.

IT KNOWS WHAT LOVE FEELS LIKE.

IT IS LOVE.

Remain in control of this feeling of Knowing that YOU ARE LOVE … AND …

THE LIGHT HAS WON

It may sound too simple to say that is all you need do … and yet, it is True.

REMAIN IN CONTROL OF YOUR FEELINGS.

So much is to be ‘let out of the bag’ in future days … it will be as if your Planet throws everything up into the air, and where it lands is anybody’s guess.

What on earth do you mean by that?

As the darkness is now in its last throws … it will be using any ‘tricks’ left up its sleeve to deceive.

Do your best to not take any of that which you are presented with, on board.

Yet, what if we feel some of it is good?

You will know when it is and when it isn’t. 

But we don’t … because we don’t know what is True and what is not.

If a food is ‘off’, Blossom, does it not leave a sour taste in your mouth? You know instantly to spit it out. It is a natural reaction.  

Yes, yet, we may hear of something good that is about to happen and yet, we don’t know if someone has made that up. Anybody can say anything … and suddenly it goes viral and no one knows where or who it has come from.

There will be obvious showings of things moving in the right direction.

We choose to say that there will much that proves to be this way. Actual evidence that will not leave you wondering, for it shall be presented before your eyes.

Remember too, that which may be made known will shock many, and yet, that is not going in the wrong direction. It means that the world is waking up to what has been going on and it is being revealed. As abhorrent as this may appear, it is a Good thing that such atrocities are made known, in order for the LIGHT TO SHINE THROUGH and remove any energies attached to such things.

Many, these days, are becoming more and more aware of the lies that have been spun. Yet, again we say … no one actually knows the extent of such.

What? No-one? Not even those who have taken excavators down rabbit holes??

Not even.

So, are you saying there is no one on this Planet … that knows the Truth, the whole Truth, and nothing but the Truth?

This is correct.

That is a full-on statement! I’m sitting here stuck as to how to follow on … because surely, Shirley, those that are spinning the lies must be on the Planet and must know.

Not necessarily, Blossom. Perhaps those that created the lies are not on/of the Planet.

As much as I would like to continue this conversation it is already getting too complicated. I notice you often say ‘perhaps’. Making it a possibility, not a fact.

Blossom …

EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE.

EVERYTHING.

THERE IS NOTHING THAT IS NOT.

I think you once said … or White Cloud did, … that faith could move mountains.

It is the KNOWING that can do this. It is the complete understanding of THE GAME, that can allow a mountain to move as easily as one may blow a feather.

I guess, we have agreed to be here and put up with all the nonsense. More and more I am coming to understand … THIS IS A GAME … and we, as Divine Beings, somehow got involved in it. Was The Game designed for us to be in it all along, or, have we entered into it to bring it to an end.

Correct.

(Reading back on this I notice they didn’t say which one was correct. I felt at the time, it was the latter)

You see, I don’t even know how to follow through with that. When we do end it … will another one begin?

One can not give that answer. For Life itself is infinite and what lies ahead is continual expansion of WHAT IS.

And then I could totally blow my brains out and say … yet, everything is happening at once. So, you must know if another game is programmed in ‘somewhere’ amongst the Allness of past, present and future … that is happening now!?!  Deary Lord! What the actual …? I simply can’t make sense of any of it sometimes.

Therefore, Blossom, go back to that which we spoke of earlier.

REMAIN IN CONTROL.

Easier said than done, when you consider the rest of the conversation.

Blossom and all, that which you do not know, you do not know.

That which you know, you know.

WHAT YOU KNOW FOR SURE … IS THAT YOU ARE LOVE.

YOU KNOW HOW THAT FEELS.

YOU KNOW HOW TO FIND THAT LOVE IN YOUR HEARTS AND IN YOUR MINDS.

It is always there and yet, with all that overshadows the Light upon your Planet, one can sometimes feel they are not connected to Love.

THIS IS NOT SO.

BREATHE.

SAY THE MANTRA.

I AM THE LIGHT.

I AM THE LOVE.

I AM THE TRUTH.

I AM.

By doing this … YOU REMAIN IN CONTROL.

NOTHING CAN TAKE THAT KNOWING … THAT FEELING … AWAY FROM YOU.

YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOU. 

ALWAYS.

I take that to mean that we are in control of our Soulself. As we definitely do not have control over the manipulative forces that ‘appear’ to control the Planet, at the moment.

Yet … those forces are not YOU.

YOUR LIGHT IS STRONGER THAN THESE FORCES.

As powerful as the darkness has shown itself to be … it knows that the POWER OF LOVE is far Greater. It knows its reign has come to an end. As we have said many times, it is like a game of chess … one knows they have won yet, there are still a few moves to be played out until the game is actually over.

So many of us are living in that KNOWING. Yet, we must still be patient. We want it over this afternoon and that just ‘aint gonna happen.

Keep in mind, Blossom, there is no time, from the perspective of The Game playing itself out.

When you, within your Hearts KNOW, as you now do, that happenings are happening, and you will watch much that has been said come to fruition by those that are leading the way both on and off Planet, your hearts will continue to be uplifted, even through great turmoil.

You will be able to recognize the changes of Energy …

You will feel the Strength within you rise up … and within that, there shall be reassurance on a deeper level that all that you have been waiting for is happening.

That is what is so intriguing.  We simply cannot imagine how all this is to play out. It will be interesting too, for Truth to be revealed regarding who are the Good Guys and who aren’t. There is much varied opinion on that subject. Especially regarding individual, well-known figures, that speak out. Again … who knows!

Yet, you will, Blossom. You will.

Yep. One day we will … and I reckon we won’t just need superglue to hold our hats on, we will need it to keep our jaws from dropping to the ground and remaining there!

Each one shall find much to be discussed. That is a certainty.

Well, thanks for that. As always. In Gratitude, in Loving Service.  I AM.

Blossom Goodchild

 

 

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SOME EVIDENCE OF RESPONSE TO EVER-INTENSIFYING LIGHT IS ON

SOME EVIDENCE OF RESPONSE TO EVER-INTENSIFYING LIGHT IS ON

By Matthew Ward (Matthew)

Channel: Suzanne Ward

Light’s progress; reports about the economy, other grave-sounding speculations; God: free will, who He is, who we are, what is ahead for souls on Earth

Posted on May 1, 2023 

 

With loving greetings from all souls at this station, this is Matthew. 

Some evidence of response to ever-intensifying light is on the world stage. Israelis are protesting judicial reform being pushed by prime minister Benjamin Netanyahu, whose aim to bolster Illuminati influence in that country is crumbling. Once again Sudanese civilians are fighting to establish democracy in their country, where the Illuminati—let us say Deep State, the more current designation—has been keeping conflict and violence aboil. And, some newscasters in the United States finally have addressed unidentified aerial phenomena, or UFOs, and the possibility of extraterrestrial civilizations.

But most evidence that Earth is being liberated from long ages of darkness is not at all apparent, and we shall share what is within our province to do so. The “White Hats,” as some call the light forces, have cut off sources of funding for Deep State activities in Ukraine, so fiscally the war is over even as Russian troops continue locating and destroying dark operations throughout the country. More nations are doing business outside the commerce system, which economists know is billions of computer transactions with no economic foundation.

Deep State operatives around the world are being arrested, tried, convicted and executed or simply assassinated for their known roles in the covid-19 “pandemic,” human trafficking, money laundering, bioweaponry production or other heinous activities. Plans are afoot to judiciously remove the United States presidential administration wherein the “president” is a Deep State-controlled actor wearing a mask and other principals are look-alike doubles hired to portray the real persons, some of whom are dead, others are under arrest or in hiding.

Those facts and others will be revealed in stages when wise minds deem it is prudent to do that and to speak about resultant reforms. Hearing that persons in powerful positions and other well-known individuals are involved in dark activities will be shocking to the unsuspecting populace, and learning that familiar systems, procedures and institutions will be changing can be frightening to people who have been programmed to believe their best interests are being served by “authorities.”

With grave-sounding economic reports abounding on the Internet, it is understandable that many millions are concerned about what will happen to savings accounts and investments. Do not fear losing your money—the universal law of attraction will bring back from the universal soup what matches the energy of those thoughts. When the new global economic system is implemented, maximum effort will be put forth to avoid interrupting access to honorably-earned money wherever it is, and all national currencies will have the same value and be backed by gold and other precious metals.

As stated in prior messages, we are not financial advisers, but we repeat our suggestion to spend your cryptocurrency, which is controlled by the Rockefellers, instead of expecting it always to be available. We are not saying that never will a digital economic system be safe, we are saying the Rockefellers can snuff out their system with a few computer clicks.

Then there is talk about a nuclear attack and retaliation—if such happens, extraterrestrial family members will not let any nuclear weaponry function. Please ignore all reports about Earth’s grim future due to climate change and all “professional” advice to be prepared for more pandemics.

Beloved family, turmoil, confusion, lies, violence and fear are unavoidable when a third density world is being freed of eons of darkness. You don’t remember your lifetimes that well-prepared you with strength, wisdom, courage and perseverance to successfully handle the mission you signed up for. That is why part of the divine plan—and that plan is smack on target!—is for messengers of the light to allay your concerns and offer clarity about happenings so you can steadfastly radiate light’s high vibrations of confidence, assurance and optimism. Let us call this “conscious supportiveness.”

Of equal value to you personally and in helping Earth’s civilization is “spiritual supportiveness.” Along with continuously sending unconditional love, we have provided timeless information that confirms your intuitive knowledge and you will pass on to awakening souls. From our awareness of the collective consciousness, we know many people blame God for the sorry state of the world and others feel He has forsaken them. Those feelings stem from not understanding who God is and who they are, and this lack of understanding is delaying their spiritual and conscious advancement.

There is another matter, too, and this brings us to a reader’s question that is similar to others my mother has received: “Why does God let some of His children use their free will to cause great suffering for so many others?”  Years ago my mother talked with God about that and related issues, and I asked her to copy a few parts of their many long conversations. [The following excerpts are from “Talks with God” section of Illuminations for a New Era.]

SUZY: You have said that you experience exactly the same joy or pain as every one of your children anywhere because of your inseparability with all of us.

GOD: Many times I have told you that, Suzy.

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But you also experience the evil of those who cause such suffering to others. How do you feel about that?

My child, think how a baby bird feels when it is pushed from its nest by a different bird. Think of its shock and fear at falling, its pain from physical injury, and a fright it cannot even understand as to what happened and what is coming next. I feel the same frightened, helpless way about those parts of me who have so fallen from light that they delight in what you call evil. What will become of them?

Do I abhor the suffering they cause others?  YES, and I send light to reach the souls of those beings who cause the suffering. But it is up to each individual, as inviolate parts of me functioning independently, to respond to the light or not. I am saddened beyond your imagining when darkness flares, especially when such innocence is suffering, often killed, because as you know, not all chose what they’re physically enduring.

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Do I wish that all of my parts were within the light in which I was created? Yes!  Who would not wish that perfection of Creator to be returned?  But I do not hold forth condemnation or punishment to any faltering part of me. I am here to respond to what you call prayers of the “godly” just as I am bound by the free will laws of Creator that are set up within the parameters of my operating powers if the choice made is not within the light.

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I still don’t think you told me whether you are really satisfied with the progress of the light against the dark forces on Earth.

I see, my child. Very well, in a word, NO!  How could I be satisfied when so many of my soul aspects are crying in torment and deprivation and others are the cause of this? When many of my children are enchanted by Satanic worship that abounds in such widespread rituals of torture and killing that your mind could not handle it? When some of my children have fallen so far from the light that they rule with tyranny and destroy all who oppose them?  When so many of my children are living in fear and horror or are dying because of the deeds of these others who also are my children?  When deception and corruption abound to the point of no truth being illuminated except when the light is so strongly exposing it that those who believed the lies are devastated upon learning the truth?

But my dear Suzy, I am able to see the broader horizon, the full measure of this conflict, and when I see the light that is emanating today from a soul that yesterday was hazy, more inclined toward control by the darkness, I rejoice in that lost one—the “prodigal son”—returning.  When I see big areas, like a town in your thinking, where light is emanating from hearts that formerly were cold and dark, I rejoice!

Would I like to see the TOTAL of Earth life in peacefulness, love, sharing, caring and service one to another?  OF COURSE I WOULD!  But do I have the power to snap a finger and have this be so?  You know I do NOT!  So I send my love and light everywhere, to every soul, and I may as well rejoice in the pockets of light rather than dwell in the pockets of darkness and weep, you see.

Yes, God, I do see as well as I can, because trying to imagine all that you must be feeling is overwhelming.  Do you ever feel that way yourself?

If you will just think of me as all of my children, then you must know that I do indeed feel correspondingly overwhelmed.

Thank you, Mother. Some years later God asked to give a message in one of ours, and I asked my mother to copy pertinent sections. [The following are excerpts of August 1, 2007 message.]

GOD: Many of you have been wondering where I am while so much furor and ferocity is going on in your world. I am here to tell you that I’m right where I’ve been since Day One of this universe—everywhere!—and I have quite a bit to say about this.

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…many DO need to change beliefs, and here are the first two if you believe that (1) Your individuality means you’re separate from everyone else, and (2) I am a cosmic superpower that makes everything happen. You’re definitely a unique individual, but also you’re an inseparable part of me and all others everywhere, and it’s ALL of us in this universe who make things happen.

Hmmmmm.  So you’re a bigger deal than you thought and maybe I’m not such a big deal after all. Not exactly, my dear ones. WE ARE, together, ONE amazing powerhouse with infinite and eternal potential—so yes, you better believe I AM powerful! And it’s not because I control you—I don’t. It’s because you and all other life in this universe are my BEing in all your experiencing forms—collectively WE ARE this universe!

I have more to say about beliefs, but let’s talk about why I don’t control you, which is much like your idea that I let bad things happen to good people. This is how it goes: Creator, ruler of the cosmos—that’s all the universes—gave you free will to express whatever you want to and gave us universe rulers a law we have to obey: Stay out of your soul parts’ choices!

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I do have a hand in this though. Creator thoughtfully put a loophole in that free will law that lets me put conscience as an ingredient of your souls, and that’s what can keep you on your straightaway path if you want it to. …  You have instinct, intuition, inspiration and a sense of honor, too—those are other ingredients I put in souls that also help you know what’s right and what’s wrong for you.

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How did that whole sad state of affairs come about? It was the work of the off-planet dark forces that is without conscience, without light except the spark of viability. The forces “captured” my weak-willed children of Earth who got caught up in the lure of power and money and, performing as the forces’ puppets, they kept all the rest of my children in the bondage of fear, poverty and ignorance. The souls’ need for balanced experiencing kept it going until now—the ages-old merry-go-round is stopping.

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What will happen to the souls who will never know about our messages? They will go to a placement attuned to the energy they put forth in deeds and motives throughout the lifetime. Some will journey with Earth because they are living in “godly” ways simply by heeding their souls’ messages. They live from their hearts, where unconditional love, kindness, honor, truth, compassion and desire to help others lie.

Some will go through it again—the tyranny, violence, corruption, lies, the hold of religions—and they’ll come in with the brain power to question and reason, yet another chance to break free of dark control. But not on Earth. There are other third density places in our universe where rampant disrespect for life will go on until all my soul parts know the truth of their god- and goddess-selves.

And some will DEvolve and start over from scratch. They’re the ones who persist in choosing darkness over LOVE, the same Creator Source energy as light. Constantly light will be beamed to those souls, who will start with only basic instinct, and when they accept the light, they’ll recall a smidgeon of intelligence.  As they accept more light, they will remember a modicum of reasoning ability, and so on and so on. This isn’t punishment, it’s a chance for those parts of me to start over without even a hint of darkness.

It’s quite a lot to think about, isn’t it?  There is time, my beloveds, but frankly not much, to decide what you want. Whatever that is, I will honor it, and if it’s help, ask and it shall be given!

Thank you, Mother. Dear sisters and brothers, souls who are confused and fearful will look to calm, reassuring individuals like you for explanations and encouragement. Reading God’s lengthy message in its entirety will be helpful.

All light beings in this universe are supporting you with the unparalleled power of unconditional love every step of your Earth journey.

LOVE and PEACE

Suzanne Ward

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