Showing posts with label narcissistic. Show all posts
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Friday, June 2, 2023

The Illuminati’s Secret Religion

The Illuminati’s Secret Religion

Posted by Era of Life

On May 30, 2023




There is no God who demands worship. It is Satan who demands it. Satan craves it. He wants the entire world on its knees before him. To see Muslims, in their millions, on their knees at Mecca, Jews swaying back and forth and mumbling to themselves in front of the Wailing Wall, Christians clapping their hands, rolling their eyes and yelling Hallelujah and Amen is to see nothing but deluded legions of Devil worshippers. These people are so alienated from themselves that they seem to view God as some sort of power-mad, egotistical tyrant. A Führer, a dictator at a Nuremberg rally.

God is no such thing. He does not seek worship. Why would he? He does not want people on their knees before him. Why would he? He does not want prayers and hymns, confessions and sacraments, snake-handling and speaking in tongues. Why would he? Is he some pathetic magician desperate for an audience? Is he the God of cheap tricks, stunts and snake oil? Is he a narcissist who always wants to stand centre stage in the limelight?

Christianity, Judaism and Islam are obscene. It is nauseating that so many people have been deceived and brainwashed into believing the most fantastic nonsense conceivable. The “holy” texts of these religions are books of the most shameful lies. They are designed to bring humanity closer to Satan, the supreme egotist. Every step in that direction is a step further from God.

God, far from being alien to us, far from being a distant deity, is inside us all. Our mission is to find him within us, to release our inner divinity. It is not anyone else we should be worshipping, but ourselves. That is the great test with which we are confronted…do we have the courage and knowledge to look to ourselves rather than others? Can we find our divine spark? That is the Holy Grail, the most sacred and spiritual object of all. The quest for the Holy Grail is the most difficult conceivable.

Think of the world we live in. The ordinary person bows before the wealth and glamour of celebrities, the power of politicians, the money of business leaders. They don’t just bow, they worship. It’s the same formula as religion. We make ourselves slaves and then we stand in awe of our masters. Where do our masters want us? On our knees. Because then we are no threat to them. Then they can exploit us. We ought to be ashamed of ourselves.

The great Satan lusts for worship, for earthy dominion. He seeks masses of slaves on their knees before him. His church on this earth is the Old World Order. They also lust after the worship of the people. We erect temples to them. We lionise them, canonise them, hero-worship them. We tell them that they are better than we are, that they deserve so much more than we do. We allow them to reap vast rewards for their meagre, selfish efforts. We don’t complain. We don’t protest. We don’t object. We do nothing. In fact, we believe it is just that they should enjoy vastly more than the rest of us.

Why? Because we hate ourselves. Because we are alienated from ourselves. We exist in a state of unhappy consciousness. Our mind is at war with itself. We project onto others the divinity in ourselves and then we worship those others.

The Old World Order are not gods. They are greedy, vain, selfish egotists, drunk on self-love. Bono, lead singer of U2, campaigns against world poverty. Bono is one of the richest men on the planet. Shouldn’t he be campaigning against himself? Why do we tolerate such disgusting hypocrisy? Why isn’t this person laughed off the face of the earth? St Francis of Assisi came from a wealthy family, but gave up everything he owned to follow his religious calling. That is a man you can take seriously, a man you can respect. He was no hypocrite. He lived as a pauper and railed against wealth. He was almost excommunicated by the Pope for preaching his subversive message that was such a threat to the scandalous riches of the Vatican. If a person like that stood up and campaigned against world poverty you would pay attention, but no one in their right mind would listen to a hypocrite like Bono. He is typical of the Old World Order. At the same time that they are reaching into our pockets to take our money, they are proclaiming how wonderful they are, and getting us to believe it. How stupid are we? We are stupid because we are self-alienated. We loathe ourselves. We have lost all sense of the divine spark within us. We are sunk in materialism. We are the lost, the damned, but it need not be that way.

Don’t worship others. Worship yourself. Find your inner divinity. Be as great as you can be. People will stop worshipping Satan when they see that no good God would ever want to be worshipped. All those who demand that you kneel and bow in the name of “God” are manipulating you. They are false prophets. God needs no praise. When the Old World Order ask you to worship them, don’t. Stop living in the shadow of others. When you liberate your divine spark, you will never again stand in awe of another.

If you are in any doubt that conventional religions are a sinister means of mass control, just look at any Islamic prayer session. At major Islamic mosques around the world you will see thousands upon thousands of bearded men, shoeless and wearing odd religious caps, on their knees, bowing and scraping, mumbling the words of the Koran that they have been forced to memorise from their earliest days. (Muslims are required to pray five times a day and are even woken up from sleep in the middle of the night to perform one of their prayer sessions: sleep disruption is a classic brainwashing technique.)

Muslim women are not allowed to pray with the men. They pray elsewhere, usually behind screens. They are typically clad in long black robes covering every part of their bodies. With many, only their eyes are visible. It is impossible to recognise one from another. These women are totally depersonalised, without one particle of individuality. They are the appendages of men, the private property of their husbands. They are not permitted to shake hands with other men, or let other men see their hair or faces. In some nations, they are forbidden from driving. They can’t even stand in the same line to vote as men. They can be stoned to death for committing adultery, hanged for fornication. They have been made to feel like lepers. They are entirely alienated from their bodies, their appearance, their individuality. Yet you will hear them asserting that they are freer and better off than Western women…such is the extent of the brainwashing to which they have been relentlessly subjected. When slaves proclaim slavery to be freedom, you can be certain that the control being exerted over them is absolute.

Do not be under any illusions. Conventional religion is about one thing only: control. All the ceremonies of mainstream religion are designed to force you onto your knees, to compel you into postures of submission. They break your will, turn you into slaves and puppets of the Old World Order. Religion is a weapon of psychological warfare, expertly wielded by the masters of the Old World Order. A man on his knees cannot fight, cannot resist. Nietzsche described Christianity as a “slave morality”. That’s exactly what it is. You would need to be a slave to buy into Christianity, Islam or Judaism. The word “Muslim” means “one who submits”. You might as well have “slave” branded on your forehead. Islamic nations have proved backward in comparison with Western nations. Why? Because their ideology of submission removes the leadership, individuality and creativity necessary for progress. Islam is not unlike communism, an ideology that destroyed progress and creativity by making everyone submit to the state. Submission is anathema. Even in the West, there is far too much submission, far too many slaves. Imagine a world full of meritocrats – high achievers reaching their full potential – rather than a world of slaves ruled over by a rich, privileged elite, a corrupt group of unworthy masters – the Old World Order. What greatness could such a world attain? Humanity has barely scratched the surface of its potential. Only when we eradicate slavery in all of its many manifestations can we advance to the next level.

The 6,000 people who run the Old World Order give thanks every day that so many billions of people have fallen for the oldest trick in the book – the idea that if you make yourself the slave of “God” you have somehow freed yourself. They will tell you that you have liberated yourself from fear, sin and death… from Satan himself. The truth is the opposite. You have embraced the creed of Satan. You have made yourself into the living dead. Think of the Muslim fanatics who proudly proclaim, “We love death more than you love life.” What is that if not the gospel of death, destruction, self-hatred, suicide and madness? And these people regard themselves as good, healthy human beings, deserving of being welcomed into the presence of God! Which God would want such followers? These people are sick to the core of their being. Satan’s hand grasps their hearts. Do not follow the gospel of death.

The Illuminati’s Secret Religion


Saturday, April 1, 2023

Repeating Earlier Lessons

Repeating Earlier Lessons

 R'Kok trough A. S.

Posted on April 1, 2023

 


 
Greetings, Earth humans. This is R’Kok speaking. Hakann was kind enough to let me use his channeling spot for this week.

I am the so-called reptilian who has killed millions of people in the past and now greatly regrets that. I currently serve as a military advisor for the galactic confederation. I am hoping that via this message I may serve you today.

Note that the difference between “confederation” and “federation” is that membership of a confederation is voluntary, while membership of a federation is not. Of course, membership of the galactic confederation is voluntary and it is possible to peacefully leave it. Therefore it is more accurate to talk about the galactic confederation than it is to talk about the galactic federation. Although of course the primary language of the galactic confederation is not English, so both “galactic federation” and “galactic confederation” are translations of its actual name.

A lot of the concepts I will share in this message have been shared by Tunia or Hakann before. So if you have listened to all previous messages, then this message may be a bit lower priority than other messages from this channeler. However, certain comments and emails that the channeler sees and receives still suggest that it is useful to repeat some of these concepts, this time by another person, because everyone puts things slightly differently. Often people need to hear a message a few times, presented in slightly different ways, before it clicks and it transforms from something you’ve heard once into something that becomes part of your worldview.

From our perspective, it is less important that you learn a lot of different bits of rational knowledge, and more important that you have the opportunity to truly integrate some of these quite important concepts. So, here we go.

Unity vs Separation Consciousness

In my life I have observed many people in many different situations. I have seen so-called good people slowly become corrupted by complying too much with a corrupt system. I have seen so-called good people simply become so overwhelmed or burdened or emotionally exhausted that they either started purely focusing on survival, or that they became selfish or even narcissistic. I have also seen so-called evil people start to introspect, either because of love, or because they realized that living in a situation where the strong rule isn’t always going to be pleasant because they’re not always going to be the strongest.

I have come to the perspective that it is not super helpful to think in terms of evil people or good people. People are just people. Now this may be a self-serving viewpoint, because I have clearly done more harm in my life than good. Still, I genuinely think that labeling people as either evil or as good is not super productive.

What I think is more useful is asking yourself if certain people are currently closer to a unity consciousness or closer to a separation consciousness. I use the word “closer” here because very few people currently have complete unity consciousness or complete separation consciousness. Most are somewhere in between, leaning to either one or the other direction.

Unity consciousness is the 24/7 embodied consciousness that all is one. It is not merely the rational acceptance of that idea, it is the embodiment of that idea. Jesus or Yeshua embodied unity consciousness.

Conversely, a being with separation consciousness feels in their bones that they are completely separate from anything and everything. It is also rare for Earth humans to completely embody this consciousness, every hour of every day. Almost everyone feels at least some small amount of connection and kinship with other living beings.

A being with unity consciousness will perceive a homeless person as literally being them, and will naturally be inclined to take action to help, in the same way that you are inclined to take action if your finger is infected. In this case, I wouldn’t even say that the unity consciousness person is choosing to do good. This is just them taking care of themselves, and they have included that homeless person as being themselves.

Conversely, a being with separation consciousness will perceive a random person on the street as being completely separate from them. And hence it makes sense to rob them if you can get away with it, because why not? Their discomfort or pain or problems are completely separate from you, and you will make some money. So why not?

So, how does the unawake part of the Earth human population score on this scale? Well, the nature of most people is that they are actually closer to unity consciousness than separation consciousness. They are just getting squeezed severely right now, which means that until the squeezing stops, the current day-to-day consciousness of most people is closer to separation consciousness than unity consciousness.

Note that some Earth humans who are unawake are actually somewhat close to unity consciousness than certain awake Earth humans. Someone who spends most time working in a homeless shelter may be closer to unity consciousness than someone who genuinely knows what’s going on politically and who calls most of the population “sheep” and thinks that they deserve any discomfort that could be coming to them, because they should have woken up after all.

“Keeping your vibration high”

Conversely, some light workers primarily focus on feeling good, or “keeping their vibrations high” as they call it. These light workers often actively avoid looking at their brothers and sisters who are suffering. In my eyes, this is an indication of separation-consciousness, because they are separating themselves as much as they can from those who suffer.

Frankly, I would rather have a drink with an unawake non-spiritual person who works at a homeless shelter than I would with an awake spiritual person who only focuses on feeling good themselves.

As the Pleiadian humans have stated, some people need to focus on their own well-being in the short term. I completely get that and this is valid. There was a period when I had to do that too. Similarly, the channeler has spent years only working on himself and not helping others very much or even observing the pain of others, and as a result he is now in a place where he is able to do a lot of good work.

But it is good, once you have found your footing, to actually start helping other people.

Personally I see this idea that spiritual people should focus on feeling good, or that they should “keep their vibrations high”, as kind of a narcissistic trap if people have that as a long-term goal, and not as a short-term method to get solid ground beneath their feet. After all, most people want to feel good. So what makes this spiritual person better than the average joe on the street, who similarly is trying to feel happy? The spiritual person having certain rational knowledge doesn’t have a lot of value if that knowledge doesn’t translate into real-world actions.

If you consider adopting a new spiritual principle, a good question to ask yourself is: would I like it if most of the awake community adopted this principle? In this case, would you like people around you to actively help others, or would you like people around you to focus on feeling good themselves? Would you like it if the Pleiadian humans focused on feeling good? If they did, they wouldn’t be helping you right now and your lives would be substantially worse.

If most people behave selfishly and the relatively few awake people focus primarily on feeling good, then what future do you think that is going to lead to?

Unfortunately, it is much easier to become a successful spiritual teacher or youtuber if you focus on feeling good, because well, people will see that you are happy and other people also want to be happy. However, Yeshua or Jesus spent time with lepers and healed the sick. Also, some of the wisest beings I have spoken to, the Arcturians, are for the most part genuinely equally okay with experiencing pleasure as they are with experiencing suffering, and to me that is wiser than only chasing after the personal experience of feeling good.

People often equate “how actively happy and radiant does this person seem” with “how spiritually advanced is this person.” That is not a very accurate way of judging someone. It is relatively easy to seem happy or high-vibration just by creating a narcissistic bubble for yourself, but that is not a super advanced state of being. It is also not a stable vibration boost, because as soon as this person eventually lets go of the narcissistic bubble, they’re probably not super happy anymore, and will have to face whatever is painful in either their internal or external world anyway.

Manifesting

Similarly, you can make a lot of money as a spiritual teacher or youtuber by telling people that they can manifest what they want. The issue here is that people greatly overvalue how much manifesting ability their conscious mind has, and greatly undervalue how much manifesting ability their soul has. And thus most people who try to manifest things that are in line with what their soul wants, will succeed, whereas most people who try to manifest things that go against what their soul wants, will fail.

Unpleasant things often happen even to self-proclaimed manifesting experts, although sometimes they hide those things. And also, of course successful people will say that they manifested success and wealth and so can you, but in large part this is just survivorship bias — you do not see all those people who tried manifesting success and wealth just as hard as the successful people, and failed. You only see those people who happened to succeed at manifesting it. Thus the survivorship bias. Those people whose soul wants them to be on a conventionally happy and successful and wealthy life path may convince themselves that they are manifestation experts, and then people whose soul has a different plan for them may try those techniques and fail and get upset at that.

Now you are not completely at the mercy of your soul. Your conscious mind does play a role in manifestation. Setting an intention and taking practical steps towards that thing can help in manifesting something. And if your soul wants you to say be successful, but you have blocks or trauma in those areas, then releasing those blocks and that trauma may be the difference between manifesting success and not manifesting it. Hence the recommendations of the Pleiadian humans to observe your thoughts and emotions, because that helps release your blocks, and to communicate with your soul.

The reason why Tunia, Hakann and myself have been speaking out against the conventional Earth view of manifestation is that saying: “you can manifest anything you want,” sort of implies that people who are struggling just didn’t try hard enough, or even that it’s their own fault that they are having a hard time. And that is not a very fair or loving message in this case. Mainstream society is already telling people that if they struggle then it’s their own fault, and the spiritual community doesn’t need to have their own version of that quasi-victim-blaming message.

It’s also not a super correct message, because we know that occasionally awful things happen to babies, and certainly those babies didn’t manifest those things by thinking the wrong thoughts. Right?

One somewhat advanced question for the purposes of integrating your ego is just sitting down and thinking “suppose that in this life my soul doesn’t want me to be richer or more successful than the average person. How would I feel about that? Could I have peace with that?” Then just observe whatever comes up, without trying to change or suppress or judge that.

Some wise beings I know are not in resistance to the idea of not being rich or successful or well-known. Could repeatedly trying to manifest wealth be a sign of resistance to not being wealthy right now?

Similarly, the idea of pronouncing that you are sovereign also greatly overvalues how much control your conscious mind has and greatly undervalues how much control your soul has. You can proclaim yourself sovereign, but if your soul wants to move you in a certain direction, then you are probably going in that direction, or alternatively going to experience discomfort until you do. So how sovereign are you then, really? Well, in a way you could say that you are sovereign, but then you would have to include your soul in the definition of “you.” Sure, “you” can do a whole lot. But that “you” includes your soul, and your soul may very well have different priorities than your conscious mind has. The typical spiritual person who claims to be sovereign is like a hand who proclaims themselves sovereign. However if you include your soul as one major part of the definition of “you”, then declaring yourself sovereign at least makes some amount of sense.

But that also means that you shouldn’t be confused if you declare yourself sovereign and then find that you still can’t manifest things that your conscious mind may desire but your soul may not be looking for.

The more advanced Pleiadian humans have integrated their soul, and there is no difference between what their souls want and what their conscious mind wants. This gives them great manifesting powers. However, getting there for a typical Earth human is somewhat of a long process. If you are interested in this, you can ask your own soul if you should work on this and how you can best approach it.

You could think of asking your soul for advice, or integrating your soul, as identifying with a greater aspect of yourself. You identify with not just the conventional you, but also with the you that is your soul. Sure, your soul is just a part of you, ultimately. But now you are identifying with that greater you.

Similarly, you could think of serving Source, or even as integrating Source completely into your being, as identifying with an even greater aspect of yourself. You identify with not just the conventional you, but also with the you that is Source. Sure, Source is ultimately just you. But now you are identifying with that greater you.

Sure, it is important to realize that ultimately you are Source. Serving some kind of divinity, who you see as separate from yourself, is an old path that you have likely travelled many times, with not too much success. However, serving Source while knowing that you are Source, is a great stepping stone towards completely integrating Source and having your will and Source’s will become one.

It is not easy to directly become one with Source without using the stepping stone of serving Source first. Just having the rational, non-embodied knowledge that all is one is helpful, but also not nearly enough to truly become one with divinity.

Once your will and Source’s will are one and the same, you will finally be able to manifest anything you want, as so many spiritual messages have promised you.

Do you really believe that?

It can be a good exercise to write down which spiritual principles you believe in. Then think about if those principles would make sense if you actually completely lived in accordance with them.

For example, let’s say you believe that everything is just an illusion. Okay. Are you keeping your front door open when you go outside? If yes, why? At worst, only your illusionary things would get stolen, right? In fact, if everything is an illusion, maybe you should keep your front door open and announce that you are not home and that your door is open, because then people can more efficiently help you get rid of your illusions by robbing you. Oh, you are not willing to do so? Okay, then maybe you don’t actually believe that everything is an illusion. That’s fine, I don’t think that everything is an illusion either.

Similarly, as Tunia pointed out in an earlier message: if you believe that everything that happens to you is automatically for your highest good or in accordance with the divine plan, okay fine, then keep your front door open when you go outside. If you get robbed, then apparently that was for your highest good, or it was part of the divine plan. So why not?

As another example, say that you believe that if you vibrate highly enough, then nothing bad can happen to you because you are not a match to bad things. Okay, again, if you believe this then just stop closing your front door when you leave. To be clear, I don’t recommend actually doing that, because even the Pleiadian humans have to maintain a standing military to defend themselves against, well, my kind.

As a third example, let’s say that you believe that you can “choose your vibration.” Now, to an extent you can do that, simply by choosing what you want to focus on — and indeed you can feel better via positive focus. However, again this is something that can be really useful to do if you are psychologically overwhelmed, but it can lead to you being in a narcissistic bubble or to a suppression of emotions if you overuse this.

And also, it is only true to an extent that you can choose your vibration. Suppose someone very dear to you just died. Do you think that you would be able to choose your vibration in that moment? Probably not. Alright, but even aside from those rare instances, you could also ask yourself if you can choose your vibration if old trauma comes up. And if yes, should you actually choose to suppress that trauma and choose to be happy instead of actively observing that trauma, which is perhaps not a super happy vibration in that moment?

Or to take that even further: isn’t you wanting to consciously choose your vibration, not just you being in resistance to whatever you are actually feeling in that moment? The wise beings who I am around are fine with feeling happy if they are happy, and feeling sad if they are sad, and feeling somewhat neutral if they are feeling somewhat neutral. I don’t ever see them trying to force themselves to feel a certain way.

The beings whom I interact with simply raise their vibration over time by doing things like meditation. They don’t raise their vibration via things like positive focus or choosing their vibration.

Lack of safety and lack of love

From my point of view, most people suffer from a huge lack of feeling loved and feeling safe. I am not blaming you for this: the vast majority of you indeed did not receive the love that you needed when you were a child. And feeling safe in this world would require you to thoroughly embody the fact that you are a reincarnating soul, and I know it is hard to fully embody that fact if you were brought up with the opposite belief.

So I am not blaming you at all for this. Still, it is good to realize that a lot of spiritual beliefs that are popular on Earth, are popular because they make people feel safe. Believing you can manifest what you want feels safe. Believing that you are more or less immune to bad things happening to you if you just keep your vibration high, feels safe. Believing that everything that happens to you is automatically beneficial or part of a divine plan, feels safe.

But just because you feel unsafe, doesn’t automatically mean that safe-sounding principles are actually true.

Unfortunately, people who adopt these kinds of distortions in an attempt to feel safe, often make the people around them feel less safe, or concerned, or alone.

The medium-term solution is just doing your work of observing your thoughts, breathing deeply, letting go of illusions, et cetera. And one day you will genuinely embody the consciousness that you are a reincarnating soul, and you will not feel afraid no matter how scary the world becomes.

My respect for you

Finally, I would like to express how much I respect Earth lightworkers.

I grew up in a world run by beings with separation consciousness. And so I too had separation consciousness right up until the moment that the galactic confederation captured me, had me choose between execution or a redemption path, and then showed me the light.

However, you also grew up in a world run by beings with separation consciousness, and yet the vast majority of you light workers have turned out to be loving, heart-centered people who are trying to do their best and help others. Even the average Earth human may be a bit selfish and self-concerned because they are getting squeezed so much, but they are still not nearly as destructive as the average reptilian is.

I think you are doing great.

Perhaps in time, once you too have benefitted from galactic confederation healers and have some firm ground under your feet, you can be teaching me. Because after all you never turned murderous while I did.

The dark controllers typically model humans as machines, and they expect that if you are not given love, then you will not treat others with love. And yet, many of you absolutely do treat other people with more love than you have been treated. I think that’s amazing. I think you are amazing. I think it’s a small miracle that you are treating others with more love than you have received — almost as if you are creating light out of nothing.

How would you view someone who gave others much more love than they themselves received? As an amazing being, right? Well, so too do we view you.

Yes I have been discussing a few concepts that I think are not particularly useful or valid, but overall I think are doing absolutely amazingly well. Everyone here is very proud of you. We love you.

With greetings,
This was R’Kok
 
Channel: A.S.
 
For Era of Light
 
 
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