A Healing Journey

A Healing Journey

By Steve Beckow

Posted on April 24, 2024

Med beds: The next level in miracles

I know a lot of our readers are interested in healing – either for themselves or for others.

Med beds are the wave of the future but we still have to get from here to there.

For their benefit, let me trace my healing from the pain of a slipped disc and arthritis in the knees to no pain, and from a lack of mobility to recovered mobility again.

In spiritual circles, there exists the notion of shaktipat: It means the bestowal of grace upon a follower. Usually what happens is that a person meets a guru or sees their picture for the first time and they have a sudden experience of higher-dimensional love or bliss. You can see it as a teacher’s calling card.

When I first encountered a picture of the guru/avatar whom I followed for 25 years (and who eventually turned out to be a pedophile) … long sigh … I meditated on him.

Long story short I ended up experiencing a bolt of energy hitting my third eye. I went outside my bedroom to tell my girlfriend what just happened. She said it must have been something because my hair was standing on end. I looked in the mirror and it was.

In the same way that a new student or disciple might experience tremendous results just out of the starting gate, so, I assert, when we take up a new treatment, there can be in the beginning tremendous yards gained and then fewer after that.

I received my greatest gains from scalar energy in the first couple of visits. I was pain free and then over time the pain returned. And the treatment center was so far away by bus that the thought of going there interested me less and less.

Moreover I was only going once a month. I’m not sure that was enough to give the technology a fair chance. And there was cost.

My next exploration was chiropractic. But we never got very far before my medical insurance stopped paying and I couldn’t afford to continue.

Fast forward to Feb. 24-5, 2024, when I believe I had a minor heart attack while still asleep. For the next two days, I went through short instances of the usual signs and symptoms of a heart attack, but they all subsided and did not return. (1)

As an aside, I’m very grateful for having been shown what a heart attack was like without being asked to bear too many severe, continuing consequences. I need to know about these things for an assignment that lies in the future.

But back to the divine method of healing. My chiropractor was very wary of just going in  and bone-crunching a 77-year-old. Archangel Michael had no such qualms and so my next phase of healing occurred during the “heart attack.”

At one point, my right knee suddenly began to slam in one direction and then slam in the other. The movement was so unlike anything else that happened that day that I was dumbstruck by it.

But when it was all over, the pain in my knee was gone. And within a week, there was no more pain from a slipped disc. And now I’ve had almost two pain-free months.

Uhhh, well, I can overdo it and pain may return. Particularly late in the day. So I’m not entirely home-free yet. But vast improvement. No need for a cane any more. I can walk freely again.

I did not need Jesus standing over me in the flesh, healing me, to know I had just experienced a healing – and what we’d call, with our limited knowledge, a “miracle.”

If there were a moral to this story, it’d be: Don’t overlook divine assistance, provided you ask for it; even better, invoke a universal law.

But all that will be impacted by the arrival of med beds. And then made moot by Ascension.

In this and other situations, I’ve been given a very good, “hands-on”  introduction to how it is for senior citizens. I know this knowledge will be valuable later on and I’m most grateful for it.

Footnotes

(1) I suspect that soul contract has a lot to do with our healing.  If it fits with our soul contract to be healed, I believe, we are; if it doesn’t, we bear the conditions a while longer.

Steve Beckow

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Not My Time

Not My Time

By Steve Beckow

Posted on April 19, 2024

I have to apologize but I’m still processing the medical incident of Feb. 24-5, 2024. (1)

And marvelling at it!

It had all the earmarks of a heart attack that may have occurred in my sleep with none of the outcomes. It even resulted in a healing.

It was as if someone strapped me in a movie seat and said, “OK, now, we’re going to show you a movie and give you realistic sensations throughout your body. But it’s all a show.”

Lights, cameras, action!

Immediately after getting up from bed in the morning, I found that my words slurred and then it stopped. Thank you for that one.

Next in line was fainting, which saw my body freeze on the way down and never come close to the ground. And then my situation awareness returned and I recovered and carried on.

I see that as divine intervention. It was here that I began to suspect I’d had some kind of medical event while I was asleep.

For the next two days I went through tingling on my left side, bodily shakes, my right hand shaking, a growth in my stomach arising and then disappearing, and finally my knee violently shaking back and forth.

The last one was different from the rest because it actually resulted in me losing 90% of the pain I had from a persisting knee condition and 100% from a hip condition. So they slipped that treatment in with the movie, I think. I believe they use medical events and similar occasions to accomplish several purposes at once.

I also consider it to have been a choicepoint. You want to go? OK, now is a safe time and place to make your exit. We can stop the carousel here.

But I’m what’s called a “pillar” – a lightworker who’s agreed to stay till the end. (2) So it isn’t in my soul contract to go now. Thus I think that Michael and the Mother allowed the symptoms to play on me for a while; they didn’t deprive me of the experience. And then they ended it.

I imagine if, at soul level, I wanted to leave, they would have allowed that. Michael implied as much when we discussed early ascension:

Steve: Should I be orienting toward ascending early or not? I have this sense that I’m supposed to be here.

Archangel Michael: You’re supposed to be here.

S: So it’s not my lot to go early? I’m going to stay at this post?

AAM: If you sit with me and you ask of me to come right away, then of course, I will work with you. Such is my love for you. That has not been our plan.

S: No … well, I understand that I’m supposed to be doing what I’m doing. I don’t want to be going against the plan.

AAM: Then stay put, dear heart. (3)

These are priceless experiences and strengthen my faith in my invisible partners.

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That having been said, I was still quite shaken up by the experience but the miraculous nature of it, which implies their involvement, in my mind, far outweighs any medical considerations I may have had.

I don’t even see the event as medical so much as a demonstration of a spiritual truth: If it’s not your time, nothing will have you leave; if it is your time, nothing can keep you from going. (4)

I hope this incident demonstrates that for you. It certainly did for me. It was not my time.

Footnotes

(1) See:

• “After the Download Comes the Ride,” February 27, 2024, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2024/02/27/after-the-download-comes-the-ride/.
• “No One Else Needs to be Awe-struck, But I Am,” March 4, 2024, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2024/03/04/no-one-else-needs-to-be-awe-struck-but-i-am/

(2)  Archangel Michael: I remind you that you are a pillar, that you [are] not [to] venture too far ahead of where people are, both individually in terms of your smaller circle but also in terms of the collective.  (AAM, Jan. 18, 2020.)

AAM: If you venture, as you would often like, too far ahead of the crowd, then who are you speaking to? (AAM, Aug. 21, 2015.)

(3) AAM, Sept. 13, 2011.)

(4) Michael said after he saved me from electrocuting myself in 1970:

Steve: I should’ve been electrocuted! Did you have a hand in that? Tell me what you did or what happened?

Archangel Michael: Well, it was not a major undertaking, Sweet One, to simply prevent the flow of electricity. So, yes, it was not your time. You were, shall we say, young and foolish. …

Steve: I don’t know how I just reconciled it so easily at the time.

AAM: Because there were no consequences! Because the consequences would have been quite dire.

Steve: Well, what would they have been? Dying, right?

AAM: Correct. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Feb. 14, 2019.)

Here is an instance of Ramakrishna’s non-dual guru Totapuri, tired of life, thinking he can choose the time of his exit. He walks into the Ganges but no matter how far out he walks, the water does not come above his shins.

“Suddenly, in one dazzling moment, [Totapuri] sees on all sides the presence of the Divine Mother. She is in everything; She is everything. She is in the water; She is on land. She is the body; She is the mind. She is pain; She is comfort. She is knowledge; She is ignorance. She is life; She is death. She is everything that one sees, hears, or imagines. She turns ‘yea’ into ‘nay’; and ‘nay’ into ‘yay.’ Without Her grace no embodied being can go beyond Her realm. Man has no free will. He is not even free to die. Yet, again, beyond the body and mind She resides in her Transcendental, Absolute aspect. She is the Brahman [God the Father, the Void] that Totapuri has been worshipping all his life.” (Swami Nikhilananda, trans., in The Gospel of Sri Ramakrishna. New York: Ramakrishna-Vivekananda Center, 1978; c1942, 31.)

Finally a story from Rumi, based on memory. A wealthy businessman was relaxing in his host’s garden twenty miles from his home in Teheran. Suddenly he saw the Spirit of Death walk across the garden 100 yards in front of him.

In a panic he bade a hasty goodbye to his host and raced home to Teheran.  Sitting in his own garden in the evening feeling safe, he was horrified to see the Spirit of Death approaching him. He said, I saw you in the garden outside town this morning and raced home to get away from you. And the Spirit of Death replied, yes, I saw you too and was surprised for I was planning to meet you here in Teheran, about this time.

Steve Beckow

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