The Appropriateness of Integrating My Knowledge

The Appropriateness of Integrating My Knowledge

The Process of Integration – 4

By Steve Beckow

Posted on May 9, 2024

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The process of integrating and flowing continues.

I’m seeing the appropriateness of integrating my knowledge at a deeper level now. This is not a lifetime about personal enlightenment. All lightworkers are already ascended. This is a lifetime about service.

And since my service will in part be by being CEO of what Michael says will eventually be a very large organization, (1) what better preparation than to integrate my knowledge?

My suddenly developing an interest in the Elohim, who have deconstructed the old Third Dimension around Earth, is not a coincidence.

I add the Elohim to my support team to help me make the transition from the compartmentalized mind to the free-flowing mind of the creator/builder. For me that is a huge and scarey leap.

And flow! What better management art to learn for this task than flow?

My experiencing flow from painting is also undoubtedly not a coincidence. I can’t think of a more useful development than improving my skills in flowing and painting locked that appreciation in.

***

The only way I can successfully make the leap is if I have what my karate sensei called “an absence of evil intention.” What a challenge. And yet the pressure builds to push my edge in areas that will repay the effort once I’m a practising CEO.

I now look back and remember some of the stages I’ve been through – changing my vote on positive vs negative, letting go of all negative thoughts, refusing to act on harmful impulses – it’s been one step at a time.

And over and above my own personal journey, I believe this series of events illustrates one of the ways the Company of Heaven works with all of us lightworkers to fulfill our soul’s service contract with the Mother.

Footnotes

(1) Archangel Michael: This is you becoming the steward of an organization and of an undertaking of massive, massive global impact/import. (Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Feb. 17, 2017.)

(2) See “Co-Creative Partners with the Company of Heaven,” June 12, 2023, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/2023/06/12/co-creative-partners-with-the-company-of-heaven/

(2) AAM, June 17, 2020.

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This series has been incorporated into Let’s Go! Let’s Grow. V4 Emergence, which can be downloaded here: https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/05/Lets-Go-Lets-Grow-V4-Emergence-R6.pdf

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Part of a Strategy?

Part of a Strategy?

The Process of Integration – 3

By Steve Beckow

Posted on May 8, 2024

Who needs censors? I keep my mind under lock and key

I’m looking at the walls I build to compartmentalize my knowledge.

There is a separate compartment for knowledge of cross-cultural spirituality and one for knowledge of the divine qualities, life after death, history, etc.

I keep them all separate out of lifelong habit.  The walls are built of fear – fear of being wrong, humiliated, manipulated, etc.  These fears and the resulting decisions have expanded over a lifetime.

But I’m now seeing fewer and fewer grounds for keeping all of that knowledge compartmentalized. Because I can draw love up from my heart, I can dissolve fears. And when fear is gone, there seems to be no further reason for compartmentalization.

The outcome of integration makes me better able to draw on all these fields in my contemplation, prior to writing.  Knowledge ceases to be restricted to just its original field but can be used in the discussion of any relevant topic.

I notice little twinges of fear go off the minute I think about letting go of departmental boundaries. But I feel ready for it.

There’s more of me emerging. I attribute it to the rising lovelight energy. Unlike with some other transitions, where I felt twinges of concern, now I feel very much more open and accepting of the changes in me these energies bring.

***

… and then I saw it.

I leave all my arrangements to Michael and have since June 12, 2023.  (1)

He said to me on one occasion:

Steve: My big concern is that I’ll be head of a large organization and have no memory.

AAM: And you think that we would leave you helpless?

Steve: No, I hope not.

AAM: No, dear heart, that is not the plan.

Steve: Oh good! Even knowing there is a plan is comforting.

AAM: There is not only a plan, Sweet One. There is a strategy afoot to implement the plan. (2)

OK, if there is a plan and a strategy, could this not be part of it? Awaken in Steve the ability to flow. Stickman flowing? That’s a sight to see.

Break down all the walls that compartmentalize his knowledge.  That makes sense as  another possible tactic in the strategy.

You remember I had a medical event, which is usually uniformly considered negative. And yet I emerged from it with the (almost) unfettered use of my legs again.

Earlier, he gave me a case of MSSA, or methicillin-susceptible Staphylococcus aureus, while I was recovering in hospital from a triple bypass.  He admitted he did it to have me relax for one more week. (2)

And the Mother toned down an experience of the Self. (3)

I cite these examples to demonstrate how the higher powers are watching and directing all our important experiences.  I think in the fall of the walls and the rise of flow I’m seeing divine direction there as well.

Who is directing, I believe, is  our archangel and the Mother, in concert with our Universal Self, twin flame, and guides.

So now it’s integration and “fixing” my interest in flowing. Tomorrow may see another step, at their discretion and with my cooperation.

I think I’m being prepared for my future mission. I hope you notice the steps as they happen. I assert that the same process may be used with you.

Footnotes

(1) Archangel Michael in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, June 17, 2020. (Hereafter, AAM.)

(2) Steve: Did you bring on the onset of MSSA to have me relax and just spend some time in the hospital?

Archangel Michael: Yes.

Steve: I thought you did! Oh, boy. That is so funny!

AAM: There is a part of you, even when we suggested to you that timeout was required, that doesn’t know what that means.

Steve: Yes, that’s right. That’s why you called me “wildcard” to Philipp, right?

AAM: Yes and your Higher Self, your Universal Self has given permission for these overrides.

Steve: I thought it was funny when it happened. I could see your hand in it. (Nov. 26, 2019.)

(3) Steve: The experience at Xenia, Mother, was that truncated?

Divine Mother: Slightly, yes.

Steve: I had the thought [it was]. … The Light I saw should have been brighter than a thousand suns. The fact that it wasn’t suggests to me that the experience was truncated.  …

DM: It was not is brilliant as possible, let us put it that way.

Steve: Alright… And again, the reason is to keep me in sync with my readers?

DM: To keep you in sync with your readers. But let me be very clear…. If you had seen the light as it actually is – yes, a million, billion suns – you would have simply departed. …

We don’t mean die but you would have departed the life that you have designed – yes, with us – for yourself, for the service you are providing – you would have departed and simply said, ‘I do not need to do this. I will just simply sit in the bliss of love and good luck, everybody!’” (Divine Mother in a personal reading with Steve Beckow through Linda Dillon, Oct. 26, 2018.)

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Letting Flow Back into My Life

Letting Flow Back into My Life

The Process of Integration – 2

By Steve Beckow

Posted on May 7, 2024

Wouldn’t hurt!

One immediate result of walls falling down over here is that my anger subsides a great deal. I’m not defending anything or behaving properly any more.

I’ve had two Ph.D. dissertations be turned down for not observing disciplinary boundaries so I think I have some experience in what results when one crosses the line.

The common wisdom on Ph.D. dissertations is that they follow and validate your thesis advisor’s research lines 90% and add in 10% of your own. I saw that as such a waste of time given how much there was to explore.

But decompartmentalizing the mind is a radical act. It says you’re not paying attention to the conformity that exists in our society, not just in academia.

That would surely jangle chains at all levels of society. Conformity is surely a message that is relentlessly put out by our mainstream media, explicitly and implicitly.

***

Coming along with this breaking down of the walls of the mind, is a growing appreciation for flow. To my way of thinking, flow is a paradigm of the higher dimensions. (2)

Compartmentalization and flow are not a good fit.  The one is designed to restrict uncontrolled flow. The other has no respect for compartmentalization.

It’s inevitable that we’ll enter a world of flow and leave a world of 3D compartments behind. We’re told that the Elohim have removed the 3D template from Planet Earth. Tazjima has given the most coherent explanation of their actions:

“The [Third-Dimensional] delusion is rapidly breaking up under the constant and increasing onslaught of cosmic energies designed to do just that.

“The underlying structure of the third dimension has been removed by its Creators, the Elohim. It was set up for the purpose of preventing further decay in the consciousness level being experienced by the inhabitants of the planet.

“It has served its purpose, but that purpose is now complete. As the threads of the energies of the divine feminine and the golden Christic light are now being interwoven into the tapestry of life upon the planet and into the heart centers of every living being, a new center point, a stillpoint, is being sought out.

“In coming to stillpoint, the energies of dark and light, female and male, flexibility and strength, will discover their need for each other in order to reemerge into wholeness.” (3)

While as a society we don’t recognize being in a higher plane than we were, experiencing it probably only awaits that recognition. Meanwhile the invitation is to allow flow back into our life as a means of loosening the bonds of the old 3D ways of living and inviting in the new.

Later that day

I hear myself saying, “Flow, Steve, flow. Free the mind.” Flow does seem to be the only viable response to the gavel effect or integration.

I suspect – it seems practically a given – that all of this is the effect of the rising lovelight energies.

Footnotes

(1) “Decompartmentalizing My Mind,” May 6, 2024, at https://goldenageofgaia.com/?p=354188.

(2) Search on “flow” in Toward a New Age Philosophy at https://goldenageofgaia.com/wp-content/uploads/2024/01/Toward-a-New-Age-Philosophy-R3.pdf

As an aside, if you were to say to me, well, what’s another paradigm? I’d quite readily reply: The Mother’s pattern of creation, preservation, and transformation is another.

(3) “Higher Self and the Light Collective: On Integration,” channeled through Tazjima, November 9, 2013 at http://bluedragonjournal.com.

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Freeing My Mind

Freeing My Mind

The Process of Integration – 1

By Steve Beckow

Posted on May 6, 2024

My mind

I’m tracking a process of integration that’s started happening to me today.

Part of my mission is to provide an Ascension ethnography – a biography or narrative of noteworthy events that happen to me on our way to higher consciousness.

The Company of Heaven seems to give me more spiritual experiences than otherwise, knowing that I’ll write about them.

Right now, I seem to be going through changes at a seemingly-rapid pace.

And of course my memory being so bad, if I don’t write it down immediately, it’s gone.

***

The process I’m going through right now I call “integration.” None of these processes come with a label or a manual. I’m left to figure out which way is up and which, down.

I had an “Aha!” while playing a video game. It had a “gavel” function. When the gavel raps, all the puzzle pieces are jarred from their place on the board and fall to the bottom in a heap.

That succinctly identified the process I seemed to be going through today. No matter where on the board of my mind the puzzle pieces were, they were now all falling to the ground, so to speak, in a homogeneous heap. I see no negative consequences arising from that so far.

I’ve never been through a process like this so I don’t even know what to look for.

I guess it would be like a commanding officer shouting “A-tennnnnn-shun!” And we snap to attention, instantly leaving what we were doing.

Or the need to ground ourself to meet an emergency situation. “All kidding aside” is a phrase that comes to mind for non-urgent situations. “All hands on deck!” for urgent ones.

Usually in the face of these situations, we instantly “integrate.” Get present. Come to attention. Stop dreaming. Etc.

Well, it feels like I’m going through that process faster than normal – if there is a “normal” here – but slower than instantaneous.

***

And where it’s showing up most is in my so-called academic knowledge. The research that I’ve done is done in a compartmentalized way. I respect university department boundaries. I respect disciplinary boundaries. I respect the boundaries of journals. Everyone has boundaries, which results in compartmentalizing knowledge.

My mind becomes like a honeycomb (see graphic).

Walls manifest as books. Here’s one compartmentalized reality – cross-cultural spirituality. Here’s another on the cycle of conflict. Here’s another on the Illuminati, cabal, deep state, etc.

The knowledge in each of them is held separately. Don’t mention channeled literature to the current-affairs people. Don’t mention the current-affairs people to those concentrating on Ascension. We do it too.

I consult one file and lock it up to consult another. I keep my conversations “on topic” and don’t cross boundaries that I “shouldn’t.”

The gavel in my case is more like a data dump. All the walls are coming down and my knowledge is “integrating” in a heap.

Let me personalize it, fantasize, and say that “Michael just rapped the gavel.” I’m not saying that’s a true statement. It’s more a fantasy that I choose to live my life by and a filter I choose to see things through. (1)

***

I’m reporting that this process of decompartmentalizing my mind is occurring…. Hmmmm… That’s a very big word. Let’s try again.

I’m reporting that this process of freeing my mind is occurring. … Yes, that’s better. … without my please and thank you’s. The process is just occurring.

It was after the light went on (probably by inspiration) that I began tracking something undefinable that was happening to me.

Will this process of integration mean escape from entanglement for my “piece” or persona on the board of social relationship? Or does the cycle of conflict continue?

Will it blossom into a complete integration of my existing knowledge sometime in the future?

Footnotes

(1) That having been said, since I’m fully surrendered to Michael and the Mother, any process I go through would have to be at his or her instigation.

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